i'm your shiny boy!

just to prioritize,

Bon anniversaire to you (don't ask me to pronounce it)

Kind of love it that I am actually staying at home most of the time,

even though I am DYING to head out every.single.night.

It's high time that I tone down on parties, alcohols & socializing. Seriously, I will be proud of myself, just not right now. I'm like doing a hella lot of research online, despite not knowing what the hell for!

I am clueless when it started, maybe way back but I have people asking me for advice regarding this particular awkward topic. I mean, yes I would be more than willing to help anyone with r/s issues but bnf, I am impressed. However, I do enjoy listening to all their amazing out of the box drama-like stories.

What can I say? Just wear a condom.

This is my happy song for every morning w/o fail during my train rides, link-> Cupid

LOVE IT.

alright, off to gossip girls.

Don't judge me, I'm just damn interested in Chuck's role.

:D

we all have secrets,

but I will never hide anything from you.

tumblr#1

I just have to do this the tumblr way.
Indeed,
she's a fireball that I could barely handle.

Okay I just need to write about this.
Elis woke me up earlier in the morning, for the first time and again for the first time, we have a conversation bout her crush.
ah well, that's enough.
BAM

Your Playlist

"I’m not going to say I want you to be happy with him/her.
I want you to be happy with me.
I want life to feel as grand as it did when I was with you.
More than these things, I want to know that, if I ever meet another you — someone who makes love feel huge and life feel big —I will not just run under the bed." -thoughtcatalog

I think it's pretty awesome to burn a track list of songs just to convey your feelings to someone you fancy.
I can should do that, soon.
Or I'll be cheapskate, just write down the song titles here.
-laughoutloud

who will

with much considerations one fine night,
this came up to my mind.
i do have,
a group of friends that are with me for more a decade,
friends that im actually willing to lend a listening ears to,
a family which i give a damn about but never showing it,
bffs whom i scold a lot without feeling a slightest remorse,
an overseas friend who I don't mind flying over just to check it out,
quite a number of unrequited love (vice versa)
and yes the last part,
we all have someone particular whom we tried so hard not to disappoint, to give in to and ever so ready to give up everything else despite knowing that we actually have nothing much to begin with.

So,
What do you have?

subtle

like finally met up with nic & paula last night for dinner.

passed them their gifts, i think it's too cute rather than vintage-like.

that two ladies just love to bicker around, still as crazy as ever.

gossiped as lil, as usual J was brought up in our conversation.

HMMM, it's just the same old shit.

as much as I want to write a rundown of our conversations,

it's too R-rated.

"I will be away from you for a while.

Away, never gone."

aww, sweet stuff.

blake lively

I'm totally in the mood to re-read all my Murakami novels.

Certainly, I do not look like someone who read books,

but never judge a book by its cover.

smirks-

limitless

i've always love the idea of writing for someone i fancy.

the world doesn't revolves around you,

it revolves around her.

well, i have the tendency to do that, not to the extreme.

contrary,

was it because of the role i'm playing

that i don't stick around too much.

oh complicating and complicated.

thoughts

Should have wrote earlier on! Took a short nap and all my thoughts gone hiding. Damn.

I'm still lazy to upload the trip photos. There's only less than 20 though, the rest with huiwen. I have no idea how many unglam ones man.

Guess I've been reading way too much on thoughts.com, those inspirational articles. Then earlier today, steve job's 2005 speech kind of motivates me a little. Well, he really did. I needed some kind of push to run wild, this fear's been rotting my soul no matter how many times I convinced myself "You truly only live once." It ain't bout the money, it ain't bout making it an hobby. Oh I hate the whining/ranting, I find it ridiculously redundant and waste of energy cause' nothing's done at the end of the day. Yet some times, you just gonna unleash, you just gonna clear the throat. Count it a blessing, I have the habit to switch to the brighter side of life when the world comes crashing down.

To nobody am I challenging except myself. I believe we all know our own flaws, the very significant ones, the deadly ones. I know it, I'm glad I'm taking it as a challenge to suppress them. It might not work 24/7, but its happening. As much as how much I love the whole ego stuff, I'm starting to love how it's giving in. There's no examples, I just know it's giving in.

Look. I've always been asked this question, "should I go for it, for that girl?" I'm getting sick of answering, can't you people just freakin' go for it? No one bloody knows the answer, what's the point of staying put and be in dilemma? JUST GO FOR IT, ITS POINTLESS TO THINK. What makes you think there's a specific answer when it comes to love/feelings. No, there ain't and never will there be. It's supposed to be something magical and unexplainable, something like the bermuda triangle and spaceship sightings.

Read an article bout "Bad boys", it's pretty logical to me though. You ought to know that dating someone like me will end you in some kind of misery. You know it better that I will be playing mind games and that I wouldn't reply your messages within seconds. You are prepared. What's the scariest, are the Good boys. You will never see it coming when things went wrong.
SEE, those angels are the worst crap ever! HAHAHA

Okay, my thumbs are going numb typing on blackberry qwerty keyboard. That's all folks.

With love,
You.

short gateaway - BKK

HELLOOOOOOO!
damn it, it's been SO FREAKIN' LONG since I updated any entry.
LAZY TO THE MAX.
I know, my bad.

So, I just got back from a short trip to Bangkok.
2 years ago I went there to celebrate Boon's birthday, this year we're doing the same shit over again but except this time round there were like a total of 8 peeps!
Shopped like 8-9 hours, really felt like dying there.
HEY, I think it's pretty long for any guys out there leh! NB
Probably didn't shop much, for myself.
Mainly helping friends to buy stuff, I know it's insane.
Thank god that Bangkok area ain't flooding, just some heavy showers during the evenings.
I spent around 80bucks for accessories over there, like what the fuck?!

Partied for 2 days.
absolutely LOVE the ambiance/crowd there, for the underground parties.
I believed they are called, Scratchdog and Whip.
They don't shuffle lots but boy, they sure can groove to the music!
I guess the difference is that it's much more of heavy base music rather than those in Singapore clubs, raps.
Dazzled by their appearance, which in fact almost everyone is with makeups. Ain't many fat ladies on the streets too, pretty decent sight! HAHAHA
Gays and lesbians, every where! Well, at least they don't hide their identity man.
Went to some lapsap area called Shark, and saw Jiebin! LMAO, they having lapsap tour too. HAHAAH
It's like bar top dancing or strip club, pretty much looking at the girls there dancing and changing shift every 10-15mins. The weird thing is, instead of looking at the girls on the stage, one of our guys went to approach the waitress. WTF? took her number too. WTFx2!

Love the food there.
CHEAP and SHIOK!
Every meals also tom-yum soup man. shuang daooooooo~
We even ate maggots, it's uber disgusting to touch. UBER ER XIN.
They taste like soft-shell crabs though, yummy man.
By the way, took me 15mins to pick up the courage and eat one fuckin' maggot.
DON'T JUDGE ME!

Okay leh, I know how to travel there better now!
NEXT TIME I SOLO, or I BE THE TOUR GUIDE like pengteck. HAHAHA
for the first time, I actually bought something for my mom.
Hope she likes it.
Shall post the pictures later, I'm still in office atm!

Everyone's been telling me to watch Real Steel.
I still thought it's some lame shit hence I didn't bother but now I wanna watch leh. NB
I SAW THE TRAILER, LIKE NICE ONLY!
some of my friends' blogs are damn interesting to read, gonna catch up on em'

CHEERS.