thoughts
Should have wrote earlier on! Took a short nap and all my thoughts gone hiding. Damn.
I'm still lazy to upload the trip photos. There's only less than 20 though, the rest with huiwen. I have no idea how many unglam ones man.
Guess I've been reading way too much on thoughts.com, those inspirational articles. Then earlier today, steve job's 2005 speech kind of motivates me a little. Well, he really did. I needed some kind of push to run wild, this fear's been rotting my soul no matter how many times I convinced myself "You truly only live once." It ain't bout the money, it ain't bout making it an hobby. Oh I hate the whining/ranting, I find it ridiculously redundant and waste of energy cause' nothing's done at the end of the day. Yet some times, you just gonna unleash, you just gonna clear the throat. Count it a blessing, I have the habit to switch to the brighter side of life when the world comes crashing down.
To nobody am I challenging except myself. I believe we all know our own flaws, the very significant ones, the deadly ones. I know it, I'm glad I'm taking it as a challenge to suppress them. It might not work 24/7, but its happening. As much as how much I love the whole ego stuff, I'm starting to love how it's giving in. There's no examples, I just know it's giving in.
Look. I've always been asked this question, "should I go for it, for that girl?" I'm getting sick of answering, can't you people just freakin' go for it? No one bloody knows the answer, what's the point of staying put and be in dilemma? JUST GO FOR IT, ITS POINTLESS TO THINK. What makes you think there's a specific answer when it comes to love/feelings. No, there ain't and never will there be. It's supposed to be something magical and unexplainable, something like the bermuda triangle and spaceship sightings.
Read an article bout "Bad boys", it's pretty logical to me though. You ought to know that dating someone like me will end you in some kind of misery. You know it better that I will be playing mind games and that I wouldn't reply your messages within seconds. You are prepared. What's the scariest, are the Good boys. You will never see it coming when things went wrong.
SEE, those angels are the worst crap ever! HAHAHA
Okay, my thumbs are going numb typing on blackberry qwerty keyboard. That's all folks.
With love,
You.
I'm still lazy to upload the trip photos. There's only less than 20 though, the rest with huiwen. I have no idea how many unglam ones man.
Guess I've been reading way too much on thoughts.com, those inspirational articles. Then earlier today, steve job's 2005 speech kind of motivates me a little. Well, he really did. I needed some kind of push to run wild, this fear's been rotting my soul no matter how many times I convinced myself "You truly only live once." It ain't bout the money, it ain't bout making it an hobby. Oh I hate the whining/ranting, I find it ridiculously redundant and waste of energy cause' nothing's done at the end of the day. Yet some times, you just gonna unleash, you just gonna clear the throat. Count it a blessing, I have the habit to switch to the brighter side of life when the world comes crashing down.
To nobody am I challenging except myself. I believe we all know our own flaws, the very significant ones, the deadly ones. I know it, I'm glad I'm taking it as a challenge to suppress them. It might not work 24/7, but its happening. As much as how much I love the whole ego stuff, I'm starting to love how it's giving in. There's no examples, I just know it's giving in.
Look. I've always been asked this question, "should I go for it, for that girl?" I'm getting sick of answering, can't you people just freakin' go for it? No one bloody knows the answer, what's the point of staying put and be in dilemma? JUST GO FOR IT, ITS POINTLESS TO THINK. What makes you think there's a specific answer when it comes to love/feelings. No, there ain't and never will there be. It's supposed to be something magical and unexplainable, something like the bermuda triangle and spaceship sightings.
Read an article bout "Bad boys", it's pretty logical to me though. You ought to know that dating someone like me will end you in some kind of misery. You know it better that I will be playing mind games and that I wouldn't reply your messages within seconds. You are prepared. What's the scariest, are the Good boys. You will never see it coming when things went wrong.
SEE, those angels are the worst crap ever! HAHAHA
Okay, my thumbs are going numb typing on blackberry qwerty keyboard. That's all folks.
With love,
You.
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