who will

with much considerations one fine night,
this came up to my mind.
i do have,
a group of friends that are with me for more a decade,
friends that im actually willing to lend a listening ears to,
a family which i give a damn about but never showing it,
bffs whom i scold a lot without feeling a slightest remorse,
an overseas friend who I don't mind flying over just to check it out,
quite a number of unrequited love (vice versa)
and yes the last part,
we all have someone particular whom we tried so hard not to disappoint, to give in to and ever so ready to give up everything else despite knowing that we actually have nothing much to begin with.

So,
What do you have?