shall, we not?

birthdays and year ends are somewhat the same.

Certainly to me, age meant nothing but just a number. I might even detest the whole idea of celebrating my own birthday, although I do understand how the rest sees the need for it to be memorable.

Then comes the need to reflect, something I adore doing before bed.

I must say that life's pretty tough, yet there's always a choice to close one eye on em'. Boy do I condemn myself all the time, making the wrong move and suffer the consequences. Just for the few seconds of excitement. The hype to do insane acts have died down, unfortunately. Not sure if it's gonna be a right thing to do, time will tell. It might.

I'm not sure if you'd noticed this, but don't you feel that time is moving so fast?

Well, I used to have my birthdays during chinese new year and now? Cny's in january. See the difference? Anyhow, valentine's day pretty near. Yeah, I belonged to the "I don't really give a shit about Valentine's day" category yet in fact, we can't deny that we actually give it a thought somewhere, somewhat.

Totally depicts one of the chapters of my early life.

Had this chat with one of my close bud recently. We sorta realized that we are all living our own life now, or will be soon. Forwarding towards future and a partner. I thought it was inevitable to head that direction. I'm gonna try to cast that whole partner or related shit out.

No, I wasn't forcing nor was I trying out a new test of endurance.

Somehow, I do not want things to be too amplified.

Somehow, simplicity's enough.

Somehow, I do not need this many of Yous.

Who knows, something might come out of this?

till then,

goodnight.