Life, as

I have not read 1Q84, yet. F

just reading some of the quotes already making me go crazy over it. I'm not being philosophic but just someone who wants imaginations to run wild.

"I can think what I want as many times as I want. This could be the 72,001st time, but what’s wrong with that? As long as I’m alive, I can think what I want, when I want, any way I want, as much as I want, and nobody can tell me any different."

If books could spice up my life, I will bloody hell read em'. We certainly don't look like people who read such crap, but you would be so surprised to know MAN.

Been waiting to write about this:

Gods, religions.

I have my fair share of doubts. I'm certainly not weird or in any means trying to offend any thing, spiritually. It might just be cruel to be alive, to breathe. Think of it this way; You descend on Earth, should any one of the gods be real, you live your life gambling on which is the real deal. There are SO many of em', TOO MUCH. Don't even bother to talk about going heaven if you can't even pick the right one. Should God exists, don't you think he/she is being cruel to bring you down to suffer and slammed you with various idols? Talk about fairness, some countries won't even have chance to get to know bout the REAL one. Now the question is, what's the purpose of our existence? God wants us to go heaven, ain't that all true for every gods? Humans are created by God, why let us go through the whole shit when you could just make every one not sin? Almost all gods are almighty, so why should devil exist? Simple enough, the good kills the evil. You are called God for a reason, so why are you on par with the Devil? Since you could end things once and for all, what is with the wait?

Unfortunately, none of the religion could answer this cause' it all brings down to one thing, "Faith." I am afraid we will only know the truth, in our last breath on earth. There could be no one to tell the living, because it's all dust and nothingness. Everything is so phony.

“Most people are not looking for provable truths. As you said, truth is often accompanied by intense pain, and almost no one is looking for painful truths. What people need is beautiful, comforting stories that make them feel as if their lives have some meaning. Which is where religion comes from.” (Sakigake leader to aomame)

-Haruki Murakami "1Q84"