mundane

theres a huge difference watching a film

between your girlfriend and the girl youre chasing.

the first one, you probably dont even feel her existence or probably just a cushion or the usual kaki.

the second one, you probably want to take a look at her side view every now and then, her every reactions and you smiled to yourself, "fuck, shes really beside me!" You probably want to hold her hand or kept thinking of ways to achieve that or thinking of what to do after the movie. You know, the Plan.

thats how i feel.

where's the excitement?

none.

I still do look at her side view now and then, just to remind myself how beautiful she was.

dont be affected by me,

cause Mundane is the word i used on couples.

the usual stuff, uh huh.

perhaps im too independent, i dont even need that much attention.

time for Xmen.

and dont worry, im fine.

im heart-less, remember?