moments

The pictures say it out.
celebrated yongjie's 23rd at mbk,
got him knocked out before 2am. WIN
then the three fuckers got knocked out after him, me boon leonel.
well, lots of peeps turned up.
hella fun man!
not much pictures here, if you're interested just hop on to facebook.
you might even get to see some explicit stuff.

his fav. doramon
bodyguards
leonel & gf
clinton & gf
max & daz
2 douchbags, darry & jason

okay, im so overjoyed after finding out her name's Cindy.
i admire her so much, so im gonna try to know her.
bless me.
not much of being an idol, just knowing new friend/s.
i like the way she take all her pictures, awesome.

great, EEEEE-lis is back.
i've booked her for many many many days!
LOVE

Game of Love

Hi,
it's been long.

I was busy watching Secret Diary of a London Call Girl.
gonna thank Rina for introducing me!

freaking awesome, I totally adore dramas that revolves around the way one gender thinks of the other.
I got really bored of what to write,
so I'm gonna write on a particular topic.
it might be, oh-not-this-kind-of-crap-again.
oh. "HOW TO PLAY IT WELL"
that's the topic.

I'm not sure if I am in a good position to write this but its becoming really mundane to me. I mean, take a good look around yourself. There are so many assholes out there who are good at it. I'mma just gonna write my version, will try to make it as interesting as before.
Here goes nothing:

For a start, a fucking start.
Love and Like are totally two different worlds, heaven and earth.
Really sensitive issue there so you better know the difference. You have to like someone first before you love them, so use wisely.
Liking someone is easy, Loving isn't.
Most girls expect a lot when there's love involved.
Simply and personally, Like is vague while Love is responsibility.

I have this particularly one rule, Act like you give a damn even though you ain't
I thought it's uber cool to be super "Cool", but most girls I'd encountered wants the attention. They might probably want you to be there for them 24/7. It's not that difficult to act, right?
You will find out more bout this.

Confidence. This is the core and probably the most difficult to establish.
I'm sure this element stays the same for all self help books.
There's no model answer for this shit but all I can say is, you gonna be confident enough before you can convince/influence another.
Pretty much being a motivator. If makeover works, go for it!

It's all in the mind, all in the fucking mind. The stronger mind power will get the upper hand. Mind game, was the title. Everyone's probably good at it, but what makes one stands out? For my case, I believe it's when one ain't afraid to lose it all.

Ego. Oh can I tell you how much I love this little shit? This is probably the only one thing that ruins most dickheads out there. The best part is when you meet someone of the same freaking level or even higher.
Like a FUCK.
Don't you know there's no decent outcome if you go heads on?
Think of the bigger picture, give in.
Man, how I used to struggle so much from bowing down. I still do, though.

Even though this is a sinful topic but I'm not gonna lead you astray further. Whatever shit plans, you still need to be a gentleman and show genuine respect to a woman.
I make it a point to stick to this even though my personality totally cant click. Kinda contradicting but I hope you don't act when it comes to this part.

Remember,
when you do shit to another, someone will do the same back.
It's just a matter of time.
So when the time comes, make sure you don't regret else don't even start.


Honestly speaking, I won't encourage anyone to take on this route.
No doubt, most of us enjoy doing it. The sense of satisfaction.
Then again, do you really think you've won?
But if you're weak at heart, don't try it. Who knows you might just fall in love with every matches?
On a personal level, it's good to be norm I guess. I'm having too much drama on my side, sometimes it just pisses me off.
Then again, it's not that I'm into relationship. Don't get me wrong.
I sincerely hope that you are able handle the emotional factor of screwing up someone's life up next time when you looked back.
So many of us have actually "been there, done that" but the question is,
how many of us actually learn from it?


Peace

disclaimer: I might edit/add on some parts, be informed.

stop reading my mind

im a lil disappointed when i heard it last night even though it absolutely got nothing to do with me.

its just difficult to imagine that.

i can see your maturity now, every single shit.

and im not attached.

no where close!

so nice to have you reading across the oceans!

should there be an agenda, just put your thinking cap.

it is really that simple.

er, hi

for some one who's fussy about food,
and to go on a diet.
i hope that she dont faint.

mundane

theres a huge difference watching a film

between your girlfriend and the girl youre chasing.

the first one, you probably dont even feel her existence or probably just a cushion or the usual kaki.

the second one, you probably want to take a look at her side view every now and then, her every reactions and you smiled to yourself, "fuck, shes really beside me!" You probably want to hold her hand or kept thinking of ways to achieve that or thinking of what to do after the movie. You know, the Plan.

thats how i feel.

where's the excitement?

none.

I still do look at her side view now and then, just to remind myself how beautiful she was.

dont be affected by me,

cause Mundane is the word i used on couples.

the usual stuff, uh huh.

perhaps im too independent, i dont even need that much attention.

time for Xmen.

and dont worry, im fine.

im heart-less, remember?

thanks

im not really used to saying good stuff but

imma still thank those who showed their concern.

the smses, bbm and emails. i dont even know some of them but a huge thanks.

esp her, of course.

crossed the line.

temptation

today i feel so messed up.

right now, this instant.

i have no idea what to do or even who can i speak to.

mf, even i cant counsel myself.

how do i reply/react?

i will have an answer, in fact i already had one.

but i cant be too sure.

i dont feel like telling anyone.

fucking temptations.

i dont need any one of them to be mine.

well unless someone stepped over the line.

finallyyyyy

i just needed to show it on my blog!

long awaited surprisezxz!

shes a different person now, look at the "hehehe"!

she never does that to me before! HAHAHA

I SHALL WAIT FOR HER CALL WHEN SHES BACK!

cheers xoxo

today's the most times i got served in the game.

i wanna slit my wrist already, nb.

joking duhh.

not monday blues hopefully.

hey Sunday

letter, is done.
time to clean up this messed up room!

glad did i not mentioned before that it isnt about winning?

some peeps just dont get it.

sounds like me.

god, i just love to scold myself here at times.

okay, so i received a call in the morning.

2hrs session straight, power.

its too juicy so i hope my friend's okay and all's well.

wonder whats wrong with checking out whether my room is neat? but im glad that i give em the impression that im a neat fella. HAHAHA nice lehh

good day.

5th time to simlim, can make it a hot spot already.

quote from tumblr:

COME AND STOVE ME AGAINST THE WALL AND FUCK ME ALREADY

done

i finally gave the 10th gift.

it was a long wait but its beautiful.

my life's in jeopardy thou, cause theres still 1year plus warranty but i broke it.

now im placing my head on the line and hopefully nothing's gonna happen to the phone.

shes got a pretty bad record of screwing up her phone.

bless me.

nonetheless, i sounded a lil pissed over the phone.

thats just me, and i probably knew that just seeing her will erase these lil fragments.

im not sure, either she gave in or she just know how to deal with me.

it was awesome seeing her anyway.

stunning.

now she makes it more harder for me to look straight at her, i didnt want to be devoured.

"do you want to be done w/ me that badly?"

i guessed not.

wait, i never really wanted to.

ON A LIGHTER NOTE,

my blazers are here.

its not as pale as i thought, so im impressed.

30bucks leh. cheap f.

my com broke down though, i feel so useless w/o it!

SUDDENLY I CANT DO ANYTHING! MF

imma buy the part/s later, diy repair.

PRO RIGHT?! hoi, i insist that i'd learnt something atleast during my 3yrs of poly. hahahaha

boon's back.

ive got a ring as a gift and his cousin gave me something too.

shocking.

shall see homies soon.

now, f off.

been thinking bout it.

i guess im tired and theres no point for me to be oblivious of what youve been doing.

let that be the final.

afterwards, there wont be any reason/s or coincidental excuse to catch a glimpse of you.

okay i fell asleep.