take a grip

Its Christmas,
Why do I have to face such crap?
Thanks.

C dragged me to the corner and asked me,
"Gone?"
"What gone?!"
"Her?"
"Oh, got deleted bbm/twitter."
"... Ouch alvin. So, what's next? Facebook?"
And we both laughed.
Maybe I did laugh.

Okay back to the party.
All the fellas are tipsy outside.
Sorta sneaked into the room, siaming all the drinks. HAHAHA
Awkward shit really happened earlier on, not to even mention when I first saw them.
I am not even that!
Exactly. I should be used to that.
Like thanks again.

You know,
I shouldn't write or comment on it. I'm sure I'll be making it worst no matter whichever way I put it.
I guess I can live with that for now.

Really.
Let's just party and not be troubled by shit yo!
Its christmas for fuck's sake!