Look at you.
You're all messed up,
just because of one lady.
You're pulling your hair to salvage this,
just because of one lady.
You're getting more and more worried about where this is going,
just because of one lady.

Was it worth while?
possibly.
Yes.

I can surrender at anything, just not something that I didn't even mean in the very first place. no way, anything but that.
Its not bout being wrong or right, I have no such intention to begin with.
Not a slightest bit.
Esp when I know bout this death spot all along and being conscious bout it. And gracious, I end up killing myself for one unintentional move.
I am cursing myself for that.

Imma not gonna sit here and wait for death,
I will still try.
I won't succeed, at least I die trying.
I'm not some genius or magician, I cant resolve every single thing.
But this will always remain, Try.

Are you afraid?
Yes,
so?