dear Alvin #1

hello there,

the angel from my nightmare.

maybe we won't be like used to,

imma still do w/e i want to.

i must be asking for it, for not making it clear.

clearer.

sometimes i should be like my friends, "ah fuck it, whatever lah."

im not used to that, or i hardly ever do that.

see, i was thinking which of the stuff i did back then, like perhaps a year or two back?

perhaps in my mind, i will still have that sort of concept but how did i end up not putting it into action?

now i have no idea which part of me was before.

i just know a huge part of me, misses her. thats it.

im just glad that she responded, in any kind of way.

okay, im gonna talk about my homies.

something is wrong with them now, it seems like everyone's having problem/s.

bs, mk and yj.

probably bs and mk got the same problem.

im not sure if bs got a decent birthday this year, but definitely not the best because of that she.

yj seems to be in some sort of mia mode, i thought i should be the one doing that.

i hope they're fine.

somehow

"Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean

And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine

But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me

When it comes to love we're just as blinded"