I know I asked for it.
I know it like hundred over times before I have my sleep.

Ha, I wasn't sure bout writing this
maybe I wasn't even ready to face this fact.
Why don't I just give it up?
Yeah, just f'ing let it go like I used to.
Why isn't she just like every other girl?
Why can't I read her thoughts, her next move?
Why.
Don't get the wrong idea, I'm not blaming her.
I'm blaming myself,
my incapability.
You see, every time I come to this part,
I'll laugh it off.
Don't question me.
I probably can only answer you on the part why I'm being attracted to her.
Looks would not be the first thing I looked out for,
and yes, doubt I will get anyone to believe this part.
Yeah see if I actually give a damn.
That's all anyone need to know.

Its damn hilarious being in the club with chua, he's hell of a bastard. HAHAHA