sure nice to see you

some times you do things

unknowingly in the least expected way/s,

to a point where you will ask yourself this

"eh, i thought i hated this kind of stuff?"

its not wrong to do those stuff,

i just dont have the slightest habit to do them.

see it aint easy keeping one happy,

not within a few snaps of your fingers.

true enough, shit happen.

just endure and you will be fine.

hi, im not on the mission to die can.

so don't worry.

im pretty smart of a guy in the field, ill probably test the system.

been waiting for this shit for years,

life's a challenge to me.

this is indeed the second phase of life,

shall see if ill be more independent and responsible in the way i do things.

its gonna be mundane so i need to find ways to get out of that, dont want things to get too boring!

i aint gonna bring my bb in, and im so gonna miss a day w/o phone.

F.

i aint supposed to be that nice,

i dont even looked like one to begin with.

some times you just couldnt bear to see her getting so upset.

well, it aint easy after all.

SLEEP

I know I asked for it.
I know it like hundred over times before I have my sleep.

Ha, I wasn't sure bout writing this
maybe I wasn't even ready to face this fact.
Why don't I just give it up?
Yeah, just f'ing let it go like I used to.
Why isn't she just like every other girl?
Why can't I read her thoughts, her next move?
Why.
Don't get the wrong idea, I'm not blaming her.
I'm blaming myself,
my incapability.
You see, every time I come to this part,
I'll laugh it off.
Don't question me.
I probably can only answer you on the part why I'm being attracted to her.
Looks would not be the first thing I looked out for,
and yes, doubt I will get anyone to believe this part.
Yeah see if I actually give a damn.
That's all anyone need to know.

Its damn hilarious being in the club with chua, he's hell of a bastard. HAHAHA

the sea the sky

You see I haven't been blogging ever since I got into twitter.
Damn.

Just visited sentosa, in a form of a tourist.
Cable cars, sky rides and musical sea.
ben&jerry, sandwiches
yes, the sky rides kind of romantic during the evening.
no, as much as I want rape the shit out of her, I can't.
that ride is scary at night. Hahaha
That place is new to me after a decade.
Caught SALT last, kind of cool yet expected storyline.

its good that she rant to me,
You get to know her a lil more,
her perspective.
Well, its never easy understanding one.

Giving up becomes a choice now

nothing is gonna be easy from this point onwards

oh crap,

just dont tag me in that album. TY

everything means nothing

Hi love, can I request for a date with you?

Right.

just once

tonight I pondered with this,
am I wrong to love you?
Yeah its about time I faced this.
I am selfish, right.

I can probably convinced myself through that,
definitely.
Now, whoever said love's free?
it is ultimately my choice.

This is one thinking bed.

fireworks

apparently my elder sis just got back from HK,
I love all the junk food she bought.
SUPER NICE. amazing

most of all, the nerd's back.
as usual, she just popped out of nowhere again.
Its all good, I like that sort of surprise.
she must be dreaming to really expect a far-from-the-real-fireworks shit from me. I mean, I don't even have any idea where to find the materials.
HAHAHA
well she's back in one piece.
Thank god for that.
hopefully stomachache shit is over.

idiot was in the menu

its been ages since we actually planned beforehand for that,
but yes we're heading down.
I'm addicted to the maggi goreng at happy avenue, sinful.
plus the juicy chicken feet noodles

and you.
the serene and missing part was fine.
I must be asking for it, doesn't matter thou

sweet mama

this is not random

Why aint you back yet? F.
Its been like 3228921548 days and years

hi, you

Like thanks, nicole.
for always telling me stuff so unintentionally.
nonetheless, I will still love you for that!

I'm often puzzled on my reaction with it comes to that,
and yes nicole told me bout everything. Not everything, just the key points.
Its one fine day that I tried to salvage the shit,
like probably after years passed.
I will fail, without a doubt but it really beats having to try it just once.
That's just me.
For any thing,
I hope you're fine.

love comes in a form of fear.

no way

I probably won't feel good months back,
but that's just you being you,
and I enjoy that.
full of surprises, on and off.

some times I feel bad writing about you,
on a regular basis here in this place.
then again, its all bout you at the moment.
although I dislike the idea of being served badly,
guess your sentence could be used here,
"Live with it."

Off to work for awhile and
meet the fellas.

never blog when youre on bed

AH, TMD.

i wrote a page long entry on my phone, and its gone cause i went to other site/s.

f.

i just recalled it, and now i have no f'ing idea what i wrote last night.

ah, f again.

even 1mm counts

I like the way you made yourself that mysterious.
whether you're or you're not,
that's for me to find out.
Perhaps that was why people like to have it nice and slow,
and perhaps never ending.

I say understand what you need to know,
cause knowing every thing seems kind of weird.
we do have times where we just want to know every single shit bout one person,
that's when we were young.

I could literally sense its getting closer.
the smell,
the touch,
the very lil stupid details
Could it be a dream?

if youre into first love romance,

ohmygod.

you got to watch this !

天使之恋

its damn, lovely.

Its super quiet at my place,
no cars or buses going past.
The house is empty, as always on sunday.
Its 9:50am.

I just cleared the inbox, not really the type to keep messages.
read the email I sent, its definitely from me.
I can't recognized it thou, the content.
I do mean what I wrote but its weird reading it, somehow.
yeah, after that much happened,
What do I want at the end of it?
What do I seek from this chase?
Yes.

i'm stuck

hi, i really hate mcspicy.

its making my tummy crazy, and mouth burning.

bye, cause i hate this part right here.

maybe God wants me to earn some cash,
so that i can spend some cash too.
it sucks totally.
to know that you cant make it for ALL the trips;
phuket in this month
bangkok at october
phuket again in october

argh.

under such circumstances, you gonna convince yourself that perhaps its high time for me to go on a solo trip to hong kong by the end of december, okay maybe january.

so probably, since i got no other ways to spend the savings

i should just bombard with more than 2k allowance.

maybe i should go with boon, hes kind of familiar with hong kong.

or i can just go down to ambush later and whack some new goods home.

right, resist.