shaping today

most of the time, i dislike planning out.

most of the time, i will go against instead of following plan A.

i've probably planned out what i might do in the near future,

its probably arts stream kind of shit.

i might be cut out for that.

i will curse myself even more if things went smoothly, for no reasons.

for that, i have no idea if im matured enough.

i just dont really like the idea of the one way, although you might venture in different areas but still, its gonna be the same genre.

i, on the minority, just want to try every shit.

probably even nursing, thats just really me.

not for the pay, never for that.

yeah, ill change my views when im settling down because somehow, the society needs me to.

just not now.

not now.

the following will be random, so random that i dont even know why its here.

i caught the beautiful angle, so i took it

and i probably will get scolded,

like now.

since i might get scolded,

shes a nerd. tyvm