and that took you long enough.
there you go

shaping today

most of the time, i dislike planning out.

most of the time, i will go against instead of following plan A.

i've probably planned out what i might do in the near future,

its probably arts stream kind of shit.

i might be cut out for that.

i will curse myself even more if things went smoothly, for no reasons.

for that, i have no idea if im matured enough.

i just dont really like the idea of the one way, although you might venture in different areas but still, its gonna be the same genre.

i, on the minority, just want to try every shit.

probably even nursing, thats just really me.

not for the pay, never for that.

yeah, ill change my views when im settling down because somehow, the society needs me to.

just not now.

not now.

the following will be random, so random that i dont even know why its here.

i caught the beautiful angle, so i took it

and i probably will get scolded,

like now.

since i might get scolded,

shes a nerd. tyvm

i hate this part.

dont ask

im busy.

over what.

i have no idea,

but just busy.

lastly, thank you.

HAHAHA

belle

I have to die for a reason at times.
Its hard to explain on the spot, sometimes being silent would get the job done.
Yeah its just funny that I tend to exaggerate stuff a lil. It was that huge contrast when dealing with the rest and me. Hence, its funny in a way, not in a way of mocking.
Right, understood.

I should concentrate on inception now.

a lil help

Hey up there,
Please make her get well real soon
and keep her safe.
thanks so much.
amen.

You and me could write an extremely bad romance

Thanks for everything, anything.

hold your fire

Its like seeing someone you're chasing hanging out with another fella.
It exactly was that, and I shouldn't feel what I'm feeling now.
Hahaha what the hell.
stop worrying. She's like so far from here, those worries aint gonna make much difference you know.
Okay bad.
Rest now.

TELL ME THIS IS A JOKE PLEASE.

CHERYL.

during the period when im not playing, youre using my female account to gala in that game!

HAHAHAHA

9pm ill be there, let me patch first!

I probably just snapped earlier on.
while on the losing streak, I thought of how I actually desired for her incessant replies.
owe her one I guess,
still I was not in the best of mood.
in the midst of it, I realized that she told me before to let her know of anything instead of keeping quiet bout it. Yes, that helped, hopefully.
Oh maybe I don't even need to think that much.
after all, we're back to the starting point where nothing matters that much.
probably not something I preferred, I didn't have much choice now.
I'm not that into the whole reset button, you know.
okay, I miss lydia insane-ly much.
perhaps I should apologise to her yet again.

I would most probably forget bout it unless anyone remind me bout it.
Okay,
Goodnight.

Love is You

to think that I have to use a synonym for your name just to voice out my feelings.
HA. you really suck big time, Alvin.
I understand, but its just difficult to put it across.
okayy, that should roughly make up for the numerous attempts.
Time for me to head out.

don't fml

maybe because of high expectations of oneself,

im facing such intense amount of stress.

this is not some final year shit but,

i always deliver last minute work.

it may not be the very best but it will be handed in, presentable.

and right now,

im gonna go out to get some snacks for the midnight train.

its 1am here,

lets endure till 5am.

Solo

okay i need to get out soon!

if not ill be too stress out facing the bloody com.

need to scan through all the shops in orchard today for heels,

ALL.

maybe doing a lil shopping in the meanwhile,

oh and shop for a gift for elis.

and, watching inception.

hopefully able to meet the guys for dinner.

and yes, SOLO.

tyvm.

oh and, miss her despite being busy.

not very busy anyway.

CHILL IT ALVIN.

IT'S NOTHING.

oh and ty er jie for getting me a gstar shirt.

not bad leh! HAHAHA tan tio!

okay, going for a light jog now.

therefore herefore

I feel good missing you
without telling you.
That's my nap time story

heels over head

heels really get me this time round.

STUCK.

NEED HELP.

NEED LOTS OF FEMALE VIEWS

just went to ransack my sis heels

so many shit to review,

so many shit to take note of.

HER WORLD helps though

here

damn cool.

feels weird.

Sometimes I ever wonder if I'm as smart as what I thought I was.
Why would anyone in the right mind question his/her stupidity?
Damn it
F.

Is it just me
Or there's something wrong with google map or bb map?!
I can't trace myself. God damn it.
HAHAHA SHUT IT

what matters

Today, I asked myself what have I done.
Whichever way I looked at it, its beyond redemption.
Oh man, I'm feeling real bad after looking at the facebook.
Ah, not in the best of mood.
What's wrong with me?
trying to be nice after what had happened?
I can have my own stand,
my own argument.
It doesn't matter here.
Look at the mess,
Look what I'd done.

kthnxbye

Right,
time to stop writing all the missing shit.
Its getting dull for me to even read it.

Yes, I'm blogging in a club now.
The shit here really suck big time, crowded with oldies.
Not forgetting that missing at such a timing is
So out of the blue.

But f it.
I'm hungry.

F, whole body aching.
Shuang dao bao.
Gonna visit the bank and run some errands later.
This feels like sunday.
Working the shit out and getting the real rest to do your own stuff at your own timing.
Okay really cannot take cheese anymore, will kena stomachache like there's no tomorrow. F

still you

im bloody tired.

true enough by ph, twitter sure is one good place to rant the shit out.

forget bout the following or who's following who part, too lazy to jump around.

great, now i can just bomb any quotes i have in mind.

no time to create a banner for twitter, so its just "/alvinkaws"

not pointing a gun for you to read my rants anyway.

why do you always have to be so tempting during our conversation?

not that i dislike it,

sometimes it just makes me wonder if i should f'ing go over the line.

i dont even need to talk to you much,

for me to be insanely missing your candy ass.

we lost half of our earnings today,

im so feeling the blues.

now, im gonna gamble to get you.

damn.

i really hate the idea of losing.

what

i dont know what shit my mom told my 2nd sis

she came to asked me for,

apparently my gf's picture.

i was like, HUH?

wth?!

HAHAHA

okay, holland better win tonight!

lady luck should come in handy.

as a matter of fact,
I do use twitter.

another matter of fact,
I won moolah again.

this love

say, ill still be myself in this pursue of life.

this me will still remain the same, right?

i do hate the part that i am sentimental, yeah i do hate it.

the part in doing shit that you love, not for the money.

true enough, you need money to live.

but surely, you dont need tonnes of it to be alive and finding happiness.

and yes, i believed in that.

im not sure if all these will evolve slowly down the road in front,

i wouldnt want to.

we, after all, really only live once on this soil.

Don't you get it?

you wouldnt know this,

and that, makes me ponder extra hard before getting into any thing serious.

i could chase, keep on chasing

but when she stopped and turned,

or when the time is riped,

i will take a step back.

i didnt think about it, not even now

we shouldnt restrict ourselves with an answer,

because nothing is ever that predictable.

oh man,

i should go back being playful.

if my words are what i am,

you should probably take a look inside.

fast forward for me

and i finally got called up for army on 24/8

waited for a long time for that.

off to organize stuff

i actually saved over a thousand bucks,

how was that possible.

no, i need to save ten times more

for my japan trip.

get motivated, son.

if you love Kimura Takuya,

then you must watch this short series.

or in any case, stranded in a faraway island.

here

i just have to write this down

I had like this,
totally have no idea when one will pop up.
The idea of catching one off-guard.

panicked earlier on,
forgot to ask for an address.
I do need it to try something new,
then again,
old school really works.


I ought to be speechless for the appearance.
an extremely delighted affair yet I have to hide the joy within.
Its good
Its good
Its a good night
not to mention spain went through to the final.

a sweet surprise

How the hell do you explain this?
I got a shock totally,
a good one thou.

bb doesn't allow me to reply offline fellas.
F.
now, I really don't care bout losing mahjong.

GOOD DAY

GOOD NIGHT

SLEEP WELL

it's misaki

Oh gravity
Its working against me
Oh gravity
It wants to bring me down

I don't know bout anyone else but today
right now,
You're being missed.
No idea
Never had any to begin with.
perhaps its been this way all along.
Oh well, its all good now.

She will be fine overseas, yeah

Alvin is fine writing this in his own space.
been wanting to send a greeting e-letter but it probably will make things worst.
nah, just didn't have the courage to.
Pardon me whoever is up there, for I have to resort to this just to convey my feelings

Oh gravity

who is this

I'm no longer safe.
I'm doing quite a number of wrong shit.
I saw the shadow of myself.
I can't explain much here, f.
If I continue every shit I'm doing, I will lose myself.
I'll probably not turn back this time round.

Holy.
Blackberry can actually allow me to blog on the go.
HAHAHA

i guess the bb pin that cheryl's been pestering me for is this, 2256455E

ill most probably be lost if anyone add me in bbm, so please be PATIENT.

really, i totally cant act smart in this gadget. HAHAHA

i dont know what the hell i did, but i think i just sent notifications to most of my friends in facebook. never mind!

its not as bad as i thought, the whole functions thingy.

truly, this is not a multimedia phone. i only downloaded a bloody free HANGMAN game.

and yes, the sms'ing shit.

im too used to use "Entering" after every line, its like one line one sms sent.

F.

cool, listen

i am inspired by your writings, that was the second for me.

i was getting ready, until my phone rang.

"moshi moshi."

"who's this?"

paused

"F. you calling from JAPAN?!"

HAHAHA yes, our dear friend joanne yeo yiling. and yes again, shes calling from her overseas attachment. dont worry, i told her im placing 50bucks aside for a call less than 5-10mins per day for her when shes feeling lonesome. HAHA, doubt its enough but f it.

good shit she got, living in the Tokyo for 1month plus.

okay, im late for swiss hotel.

where got people start work at 11pm ?!

don't worry, i have your back on.

i dont have many emails,

not all my friends have that messenger,

i can be a camwhore,

most of my friends are quite crazy over iphone's games

but still,

im getting a bb.

one reason is enough,

i love it.

eeeehjoy

was looking at this hot video,

Bad girl Good girl

sexy right.

sorry im vague one can.

if i take the pink haired back, my parents would most probably kill me without blinking.

the tied hair one, i won't dare to even approach her cause shes too cute to be true.

the singaporean-girl-alike, should be able to see her in Zouk.

but, it's gonna be the pink one.

you got it, eyes that speak baby.

right, its an redundant post.