shoot the moon, leave the stars behind

tonight feels different

seems like i lost it all

actually these few nights were

something is wrong between us

not like there's any to begin with from the start

but i still feel this way

suddenly dread texting you

suddenly dread asking you out

suddenly dread knowing your every second

no i don't mean dread

i meant being afraid

i panicked

i didn't know how to stop what's happening

i am, terribly lost

to the extent of not having any commas and full stops

drifted apart we are

got to be the little argument last night

i couldn't think of any else

i lost the ability to analyze

this is really bad

this feeling sucks to the core

flustered yes

thats the word to describe

plus coughing non stop

god i should stop typing

then maybe i might stop coughing

f im losing her

despite the fact that i never really got her in the first place

but still

losing her visibility

losing sight of love

oh love oh love

haven't we always take you for granted

what's happiness and what's being taken for granted

they never believe

they never will

these days of sleeping in the melody of your text messages

were that great

happy was i

happy i am

how

how

how

you must never know how much i do miss you

and how much i am into you

i hate that

because i never really conquer such words

the clock is ticking

and i still haven't find a solution to it

f am i dead

am i

this song went

"i think about you baby and i dream about you all the time"

oh i didn't get the privilege always be dreaming bout her

but i did think bout her most of the time

oh god oh god

who really needs the world when i've got you?

goodnight world