you had me at hello, kitty

frankly speaking, i know myself.

I am arrogant to the core.

I am pretty smart towards EQ.

I know how to exploit my strengths.

I am considered a player, but never a full-fledged one.

I do understand the rules of the Game.

I am really good at mind fuck.

I do understand most of the females out there, okay maybe half.

I just don't understand why can't I truly win it for her case.

now, tell me what good are all the above when I can't even handle her?

yeah, i am honest to myself.

at the very least, i have to be honest to myself here, in this blog.

hindrance in blogging is stupid, seal it up for god's sake.

im beginning to "whatthefuck, i dont believe" to myself.

for most people, they will quickly evaluate "oh, it's the kick or challenge."

after all, it is a Game of Love.

i mind fucked myself with this shit, badly.

dont be fooled by the surface of my statements.

its just her, its not the sudden surge of excitement or what not.

its her level of charisma, the attractiveness i'd called it.

i never really had a definite answer for her case, not even close to one.

this part of her is really beautiful, god damn it.

this is bad, im giving a girl too much credit.

will i end up subduing or will it be the other way round?

HA, f.

maintain alvin, posture.

oh btw

i won 50bucks, supper? :D