before i doze off, before i stop thinking bout you

my sore left eye and im still blogging.

like, ouch!

see, sometimes when youre getting kind of pissed off

you won't even want to speak a thing bout it.

because really, one fine day you just got pissed off by that sort of shit.

and thats me.

i have no idea if its a good thing or bad, at least begin silent is the best reaction.

right? more might get someone into deeper shit.

no doubt im always into the "find out every root problem" kind of fella,

i learnt from that "incident" that we shouldnt go all the way for it.

pause.

think.

i wasnt exactly pissed, i was more towards the turned off side.

times when you will go, "f it. whatever."

yes, thats the closest i can link to.

pretty much eccentric.

have you ever wondered the use of sending mushy messages like, "i love you" or "i miss you"

can it really be conveyed out to the girl?

or do i just put it into my messages for fun, for safety reasons?

i still think its dumb to send that sort of shit, but i still make the effort to at times.

seriously, i dont know why am i thinking that much.

f man, am i getting emotionless?

sacred words like "imissyou" or "imsorry",

it wont be out of my bloody mouth that easy.

totally meaningless if one were to say it every single day.

i am so meeting dear elis for dinner on friday.

are you looking at this now ELIS? :D

thats twenty-pennies for my thought