you should be the one going hell, not us.

im not emotional,

or at least i dont call this being that.

you read my previous entries, i'll be writing emotional stuff but i am laughing behind the screen.

i hate it when people judge on the surface which they always do.

i just felt angry, maybe i didn't know what to do.

just sit there at the corner,

not picking up calls or replying messages.

i need to digest this blow and i prayed.

i don't call this a prayer tho, i scolded whoever was on top.

i didn't tear, she wouldn't want me to.

she was a strong girl, she was weak on the inside.

she just a lil like me, thats why we could click that well.

i knew her in my chec days.

why do i have to lose 2 close friends when im just in my twenties?

5 years back, you took my classmate away.

this morning, you took another one.

i know i sounded insane here, just let me be.

you know i hate it when people just come and try to console me like they know how you are feeling.

don't even try, i appreciate it. thanks