close your eyes, what's the first thing that comes into your mind?

that was one fucking reason why i couldn't be that type of fella,

no matter how many tries i go,

that fucking reason for fuck's sake.

this is random,

i felt random.

so in the midst of the conversation i asked chloe,

use one word to describe me at the moment.

i got the word, "promiscuous."

i hit the clubs with her for a few times, so it should be reasonable for her to think that way.

i thought so.

then again, the word seems to have a deeper meaning that what i thought.

so, i googled it out.

it's not mass flirting which i thought it was, it actually was casual sexual relationships.

you know, like one night stand?

yeah, i wasn't or at least not into that area.

that kind of made me realized that what if half of my friends might be using the same word to describe me, just like chloe.

god,

i am screwed.

sometimes you wake up having the foul mood,

then you ask yourself that was something you have no control over

and you went on feeling more fuck up.

i stopped,

rest my head on the table

and started smiling from beneath.

She's nothing like a girl you've ever seen before

Nothing you can compare to your neighborhood girl

I'm tryna find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful

The way that booty movin' I can't take no more

Have to stop what i'm doin so I can pull her close

I'm tryna find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful

Damn girl
Damn you'se a sexy chick