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what is happening?

i have been dreaming bout love and murder for the past 2weeks,

it seemed so real.

might be the thinking before sleep session or perhaps the new book im reading, either way it gives me inspirations somehow.

to think i actually came to a conclusion that i couldn't stand a chance in the long run.

i know i am really against the idea of being demoralized before the result, but god man, i havent reach immortal level yet.

did my observant skill failed me?

or has it always been that?

perhaps im procrastinating.

its sort of a Good&Bad thing if you have an idea of how i am feeling now,

you lost your usual way of being certain about almost everything,

every certainties turns hazy,

temporary satisfaction

and simply, you don't feel like yourself anymore.

someday, chocolates might be my favorite kind of shit.

perhaps the bottom line is to learn to give and yet not receive what you put in.

perhaps.

"you had me at hello."