another step, another milestone

(few days back..)

mugged in school, hang out with adeline and friends around bugis area.

im done reading one of the book, the last chapter is the crucial one. it wasnt a solution but it helped in every little ways when guys are trying to commit themselves into a relationship or perhaps our leap of faith. in case youre wondering, its something like"Can you settle down and still desire for others?"

so, the question on the coffee table today was,

"Do you need status?"

get me a second, i need some music to get inspirations from; to turn me on.

today will be this.

by no means do i mean ranks or position status, but rather status in a relationship.

girls needed that, but guys?

my answer was a straight No, i dont need it. (a vague no, perhaps)

guys are dominant creatures, so are girls. we all needed something to feel belonged to, a status.

so why didn't i agree to it earlier on?

status would meant being tied down, status would meant 24/7 unconditional love and concern and the list goes on. god, all these shit are suffice enough for a no.

give me a break honey; too much sugar will cause diabetes.

im not trying to be the minority, i might be the minority.

(present.)

yes i know i wrote half way, its like starting a chase and disappear nowhere later on.

i totally forgot what i wanted to write days back, yes stm it is.

so here i am, annual event is coming again.

twenty-two soon huh.

i would want something to change, another year older, another +1.

birthdays are suppose to have a better meaning, instead of just celebrating cradle birth.

its not bout cakes and gifts, its bout You, Me.

we should improve, evolve spiritually.

think about it, eventful for that very day and aimless for the rest? oh sucks.

Reflect,

take a look at the rear mirror.