nearly tripped

dont ask me about resolution, its always the same.

To be a better man.

might sound cliche, but if youre one of the very bastard kind before, it will mean a lot to me. i dont need reality check on that, its reality.

finally, i had rested enough for two years. been escaping the issue of getting attached all these time, or should i say not even touching it. well, it doesnt mean that im in some killing spree mode. i like it natural, out of the norm. at least i will make it surprising. commitment, i cant promise that sort of crap but i will watch my movements. damn, cant help but to feel like a baby going into love. i am engulfed by stupid thoughts and foolishness.

i told my mom bout the age thingy, that she shouldnt be surprised if i ever bring someone older by 5-8years. i think i must be kidding. LOL oh well, this is ground zero now!

to some of my friends,

if its yours, its yours.

you can fight for it aimlessly, hopelessly.

if hes not worth the fight, get it done with.

theres nothing about, "He/Shes the only one."

how many times have we fooled ourselves into that before?

many times, but they still left and youre still alive and kicking.

all the best!

i was about to say FML, but i guess its too early for this year.

its a start, for fresh blood.

HAAHAHA ROCK ON.