bad was enough bad

Good Lord,

i owe no one a living after Feb 10.

not my family, friends nor any random babes on the streets.

Independency, we called that.

yes no doubt, emotions are messing around up there.

One should never swear for another, but beautifully enough for me to.

ridiculously merciless it might sound,

to think this time i succumbed to Fate, not by choices nor was it chances.

God damn it, i hate losing in such unbearable method.

such a pity, but i cant wallow any further.

nothings for sure, right. gonna move my candy ass somehow.

sure it was as good as it lasted.

a short glimpse of frank infatuation, insane like and vague love.

i actually laughed at myself over this, mothaf.

how true are we to our feelings?

im just glad that till now, im still sticking to it.

"Remember when

I caught your eye

You gave me rainbows and butterflies

We did enjoy a happiness

When our love was over

I was such a mess"

HAHAHAHAH

Ha.

ill quit smoking first then cut down on clubs,

but the dicks are going this wednesday.

and its my turn to chill out at zouk this time.

i dont think anyone would believe that i hate the acts in clubs, because i took part in it somehow.

oh well, thats why this blog existed.