bad romance

i cant be sure if im doing exactly the right shit.

with those mixed thoughts,

i have totally no idea whats a like, love, lust and infatuation at this instant. to think i actually spend years to discover all that, yet lost like a direction nerd in my third dimension.

vague, so vague.

this is not being emotional, this is writing whats going on up there.

the bigger picture would be writing, "to be continued"

forgive me for my sins,

HA.

good lord i should just stop.