salvation

this is terrible,

i got to think ahead.

times are bad,

well not that bad considering the fact that im still thinking of that shirt.

life is changing,

everybody has changed.

this night, im just gonna think bout' whats gonna happen in the future. nothing else beside that before i turn in.

not emotional, just confused. for the very first time of my life, i actually felt lost; even losing a girlfriend wouldnt felt that bad.

incase you got the wrong direction, its not bout money but..

fear-stricken