Was watching 姊妹淘心話 and the topic for that episode was about old-flames.
Places. There
might be a particular lane which you used to walk her back home. Perhaps a
familiar restaurant or a kopitiam near her place that you often had dinner back
in those days. Singapore
aint small but the places to go for dating are so limited, just walking down
the Orchard Road
will bring back certain flashbacks. Especially the few weeks after the blow, walking around town seems like a suicidal idea. I don't really fancy the whole idea of bumping into them (although at some point you just hope to catch a glance of her silhouette), especially the really bo-buay-zhao really fuck the shit out of your guts. I had my fair share of this, no doubt about it. On the way back to the station after school, saw her directly walking towards me. That split second, my mind went blank. "To turn away or walk towards her? Then should I look straight/down or pretend to answer a phone call, or look at her right in the eyes etc?" I choose the latter and TRUST ME, I was sweating the fuck out. F.
Songs, songs, songs. There is
always a song to describe every individual heartbreak. In fact, every emotional songs just sounds so "qiao" to depict your relationship. RIGHT? Mine was mainly chinese songs, esp from sun yanzi. SO, What's yours leh?
Friends. Thank god I was never with any chic in my closest clique, if not it's gonna be darn awkward hence I make it a point not to hop into it. I must say that I really hate the whole idea of getting too closed with the friends. Reason? I just don't like it, not once. Some really point the gun at my head just to mingle around with their friends, holy shit.
Do you actually compare your current with the previous? Subconsciously, I guess I will. Well, not to the extreme like every single factor. Bah, I'll just shut myself up by saying "No one is perfect."
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I'm finally back to my drama days, Fashion King really makes my day! Shin se kyung like damn adorable, f'ing innocent in the show. There is no doubt, we love the bad/wild/attitude but at the end of the day, it's the sweet and caring ones who will win the race.
