one line, one hint or even one word.

i will fight this army to get you.

im beginning to write on-the-go.

i guess theres a tendency to write a huge chunk of crap on bigger screen and im feeling lazy bout it.

i have no idea if she still reads here, its been like years.

im still gonna write bout her, a really kind of close friend.

to even think about it,

this was the place i surprised her.

the lil confident me back then, came up with the idea of highlighting. it worked big time.

i caught it.

at the age of near fifteen, i was an idol of myself.

and eventually, i dropped a suicide bomb in the same year.

i probably should write until here.

i hope everything's okay.

writing on memories is kind of reminiscing.

good day

oddokay, finally im settled.

thats like my second time having ayam penyet in a week, shiok!

not to mention the ultra awkward situation which i have no idea but great, im smart to play along.

my colleague was grinning and smiling throughout and i just resist! c'mon leh, i have to maintain my composure mah!

YOU THINK I WONT BE HUM 1 MEH?!

SIAOOO

dont let your imagination runs wild, its a simple dinner!

oh okay, apparently my bb got lag big time and i was forced to reset it.

i tht my draft here wont be autosaved but miraclely it was saved! hahahaha swee lah.

okay, they actually thought that i couldnt live up the quote.

know whats, working on it?! nb

anyway, my colleague damn hilarious. his church sort of demanding him to stop liking another girl, he asked them if they can convinced him, he shall do so which i totally think its bullshit.

he said something that makes sense to me,

"how do you stop a hungry man from being hungry?!"

daily

like, a finally can.

Finally writing about this.

Yes, like every other bloggers, I have some blogs which i follow/stalk once a while.

not really into xiaxue stuff. shes interesting and provide good infos and cheap deals but she rants a lot so i guess following her on twitter is more than enough. LOL

dont worry, i added their links here!

while updating the links, i found out that most of my friends are using tumblr!

alright, im old-fashion and besides, blogger allows me to edit html freely!

MY CREATIVITY CAN FLOW,

if there's any.

okay here, first saw her on lookbook.

maybe her pictures caught my attention instantly, so I went to check her site out.

shes a reseller/fashionista/vege-lover/emotional fella.

thats the impression I got after reading her blog.

besides her vibrant pictures, i love the way she wrote her stuff. somehow, it brings me to her world/thoughts. sometimes its upsetting but overall, she keeps me up-to-date bout fashion.

right, stop staring at her eyes.

then, ASOS.

I think a lot of us know this site, it's not mainly for ladies.

cheap stuff thou, my colleague Jeremy introduced this site to me.

alright alright, i just get to know bout it less than half a year can!

i think theres one more, CexWorks blogger.

some Japanese explicit photographer.

HES GOT REAL SHIT THERE.

party-animal/photographer/idealist/kind-of-lapsap

like relax, there's a thing line between soft porn and art.

apparently, i can't load his site so that might need to wait.

so, im kind of hanging out at thai pubs all of a sudden.

they really love that shit, while im into the typical clubs.

but hey, its WHO you are hanging out with that makes the difference.

well, we're still young despite being nearly mid 20s.

i learnt to photoshop the pictures, look at the freaking effect!

OUTSTANDING VIBRANT COLORS.

i really cant be bothered to clear the flaws, man it's colorful!

love this.

maybe next time im gonna add Paris Hilton beside us. HAHAHA

-SEI LE (some cantonese words)

i should really go Audi fashion festival!

i think i missed all the runways already, mf.

left 1 day only.

$120 is WORTH IT.

DAMN

its reacting again.

Hi Elis,
If you're looking at this.
When's my next webcam session!? *stare

I'll know if I miss you this much when I see you.

i must say, im not really in the best of mood.

i think cause of the extreme hunger earlier on, i finished a whole loaf of bread within minutes.

insane.

i would like to think that i did something meaningful today, swimming.

OKAY, STEP BY STEP CAN.

made a good choice to dl dj kzee remix.

let's see if i can finish this before 3am.

anyhow, i've told boon about my dilemma.

im glad that he understood what im trying to say, so did jason.

boon was kinda surprised that i have actually allowed myself to be in such position.

i guess rationality failed this time round.

however i still insist that ive think too much, way too much.

ahem, stereo love is interrupting my thoughts.

okay,

then i have to make a choice.

exactly what kind of choice?

I picked, No.

its easy to make a choice if you dont think deep into it.

this time, i didnt.

watched a pretty awesome film earlier on.

it seemed like humble guys will always get the girl.

man, i can never attain that.

i'll be glad if i ever stop talking back.

okay, hy pictures are really hilarious.

had a good laugh at them.

SHES SWEET TOO.

wait, no one is seeing this.

right?

i hope you like this song as much as i do.

null is now

first of all, i have absolutely no idea how to explain.

i guess it did affect me this much,

to a point.

what is this point, i dont know.

yet i do miss her, every single part of me misses her.

clearly, i dont have an answer.

don't ask me why.

it just happened.

tell me, what's the next move now?

dear,

Yeah, finally done with norwegian wood novel.
This book is totally sick, so real.
For two days, I was inside their world exploring and listening.
This time round, I'm caught between right and wrong with my philosophy.
The pursue for what is right, might apparently be a wrong move.
You will fall in love with Midori, I'm sure anyone will.
I like the imaginations.

I've always admire the ability to love limitlessly.
I do that, but still with boundaries.
That's probably why I do things out of the box, sometimes backfired.
At least you tried, at least you fucking tried.
Sooo, go crazy if you're in any.
Go wild, embrace it and feel every elements of it.

Okay, maybe I'm twisted.
I'm embarrassed by most of the stuff I do,
Yet I still wanna give it a go.

This place is like a mail box,
I write the letters and dump them here.
And You, whoever you are, are my pen pal reading all my secrets.
Well not all but most of it.

Tell her,
I miss her.
Thanks.

She's back, finally.
And all I want now is to see her as soon as possible.

god,
I've **** her so ****.