the upcoming

just hours more, and i have to kiss 2009 goodbye.

oh god, let me recap it before i sleep later on. feels like a lot, i mean it ought to be.

next year seems to be somewhat reality, we cant be kiddish no more.

:>

who the hell is this?

http://sleepwalks9to5.livejournal.com/

i mean, look!

SHES DAMN BEAUTIFUL. MY GOD.

talk about that angelic face and best of all, the fashion sense.

im not the usual blog hopper reader of your typical "friend's friend" shit, just more into that of fashion stuff and i bumped into her. tell me about first love, now man!

:>

fine, i'll start saving for a dsl cam.

kisses that lie

december's ending.

i dont know why.

it feels like im forcing myself to find a girl for the sake of finding one.

too tired, continue later.

could have, but didn't.

how#1

how to know when someone misses you badly?

when he/she reply,

"I FUCKING MISS YOU! "

instead of,

"I miss you." nia

yeah, fuckingly do.

Love is like playing, Pokemon

im trying to save everyone despite knowing that i cant.

when i know that i couldnt save a friend like daph, i felt real bad. f'ing bad.

i am no angel, im just not.

life requires so much reality checks, to the sense that we begin questioning ourselves.

my age doesnt forgive me for getting lost, but somewhere, some thoughts are lost.

i trust that i can get it back on track.

i love to write about Love.

in the path of find out more, i ate the forbidden apple.

because knowing so much, it can lead you astray. so many conclusions, makes one wonder which was correct. then again, how correct can correct be?

i am vague, somewhat.

if a bad quarrel or a wrong move could cost an end to a r/s, why couldnt people just believe that perhaps a kiss/hug could save every single unfortunate events? at least i do believe in that when it happens. isnt everyone looking for a glimpse of hope every now and then?

dumb couples are the most blissful couples, literally. Ignorance is Bliss. Some of us could no longer be oblivious as much as we want to, we just couldnt.

like it or not, Love is a Game. every souls denies that they are playing games, but if you insist youre not, then tell me why are we thinking that much into it? we need to know the rules in order to get the party started, the wiser ones gets the control but at the end of it he/she received nothing in return as everything goes as planned.

so tell me, would you want to know everything or not knowing anything?

too bad, we can be innocent no more.

perhaps ill continue on this, maybe not.

falling for a stranger just makes everything that exciting.

OMG I HAVENT CATCH AVATAR, BLOODY BITCH!

M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S

rain/snow

yeah, like anyone know what im feeling or thinking.

so today,

everywhere's packed.

such meaningful lyrics, love it:

미치도록 널 원하고 있어 단 하루라도 너 없이 안되는 나 Oh baby

I hold you in my arms 오직 그 사랑에 심장이 뛰는 걸

난 점점 숨이 막혀와 이러다가 죽겠어 I want you baby

너무너무 아름다워 네 모습에 넋이 빠져 버린 나 빠져 버린 나

그저 네 눈빛에 사로 잡혀 고개조차 돌릴 수도 없는 나 바보 같은 나

가슴 터져 버릴 것 같아 너의 손을 잡으면 네 입술에 입 맞춤 할 때면

Two more days

really, why i went to invite so many fellas to butterfact? LOL surely they wont think that i might entertain them right?! since everyone is dancing at one particular place, it would be interesting to see who's dancing with my friends man. HAHAHA hopefully nicole will join in later after her work, which is at BUTTERFACTORY! shes the doorgirl.

surprisingly, i got my christmas present two days early! this year is different, i even wrote a card for elis, the Virgin letter from me, too bad she got another appointment on Eve so perhaps we'll just exchange and enjoy the day with our own group of friends. REALLY, i hope i wont celebrate my Eve in some steamboat restaurant man! F. ill make a run to clarke quay tomorrow.

Christmas is pretty hype among all the festivals, its like the shit which nobody wanna miss even though we're not the very "christian" type. forget about the churches, its a joyous affair man for everybody!

I'm one of the Bad ones.

those not-so-close friends already classified me as a clubber, oh my f'ing god!

I ONLY STARTED LIKE, ONE MONTH AGO. CHAO.

i think i cannot take it man, this type of status.

dont i look like, those "shop-makan-home" type of fella?

see, sheesha again. how many times a week, 3? thats like full time smoker already.

i hope they can put like pillows there for me to lie down and just take a nap.

so mk bought her sis along, she was so resisting the sheesha even though we, the mothafers tried to convince her that its nothing, especially her very own brother.

please dont be fooled, sheesha is like 10times worst than one bloody cig! son of bitch, i was tricked by mk that i was just inhaling plain "go-green"gas shit few years back. yeah, i dumbly believed that.

her reaction, remind me of when i was in sec school, so innocent and naive. c'mon leh, can't believe i was actually in that category before right! HAHAHA its refreshing, i was laughing while reminiscing the past.

we had some guys talk after the rest went home, like some troubled bastards. i mean its a bloody 3hours session?! wth man.

so bs and mk forced me to shoot everything i know or what i was thinking. as expected, everybody thought i was playing games. if i have that in my mind, i will blow up this shit. it will go, "BOOMZ!" friendships or conscience will not be prioritized, except myself. it will be no holds barred, as my hotmail suggest. anyhow, im glad i didnt do what i thought i would. mk triggered this thought for me, i appreciated that. im pretty much a frank fella, might sound like belittling boon but i did, slightly. im glad i made the right guess, even though he doesnt like to be known that he was somewhat predictable at times. mk, as proclaimed the observer, enlighten boon few days back.

look around you,

look closely,

carefully,

don't take things for granted.

we all did, don't we.

hey, its Christmas soon.

don't forget to Love.

somethoughtstobeginwith

Our heads held high,

Often looking at passerby.

Believing that nothing really matters,

Nothing that really could make us look else where.

Deep down our hearts are sinking,

as we drag our hearts on the forbidden path.

it's not just another day

Stop,

i need to stop.

let's wait.

i am definitely, contained.

it used to be, "So much to say, so little time to express them out."

im not trying to be secretive but the attitude im giving now is; there's nothing left to say, else you will have it right in the face. yeah, in your FUCKING face. LOL

bryan just get a life and moveeeeee on,

listen to the guru here. LOL

you know that im hardly wrong, c'mon fucker!

shes done and over with, come next wed we go some out of the norm clubs.

phuture, powerhouse, attica, butter and rebel are too packed!

What's your formula?

truly, no one should understand or ought to understand.

everyone has their own set of rules/thinking that the outside doesnt fathom, our own algorithm.

so until you are sure that you can decipher that, do not assume based on general experience.

"Our ego understood, our mind doesn't."

thinking simple makes life easier, i believe in that shit somehow.

andddddd,

i wonder if there's a term that "guys who club are bad guys?" HAHAHA

alright, i think my computer quite "powder-ful", can play a lot of games man! woohoo.

Last night was a good night, maybe not.

let my eyes do the talking

so many going Zouk Bitches Night.

no temptations, no no no!

i can't believe the messages she sent after i wrote it out of curiosity, im smiling like nobody's business.

don't get me wrong, don't look at the surface.

there's more to it, more to everything. HAHAHAHA

FFFFFF, just sing K will do!

i won't get addicted to sweet!

TRUST ME, YOU WON'T WANT TO GET MIND ****ED.

but i already got mind****ed by that bloody voice. OH F.

heading to town real soon.

from the tagboard, i can't be late no more! LOL

trust my taste man, steady. you will become chiobu in no time!

F SG blogshop man.

just gonna camp at sheesha at haji lane after all the tiring shit, till 10+.

ilu,jkm

GD. My choice. Drop it on me.

see, the G dragon heartbreaker kept repeating in my mind.

shaking leg to the rhythm damn shiok.

click HERE if you are still living under the rock.

i was told to blog only when i have some long essay shit to write, but mid term exams are near, this is the medium to de-stress man!

suddenly, i thought i didn't have a choice.

i thought i always have a choice, its just about enduring. yes, i believe in fighting for what you want and believe in. theres a particular quote, something like "since somehow its gonna be a mistake, why not make it a beautiful one?" 人生短短几十年 (Life is short man!), just go for it.