aqua vs aquarius

I was reading so much about horoscope lately, or should i say mainly Aquarius?

(refer to the above sign)

i cant believe i used to think that Aquarius refers to a group for AQUA fellas (GAY), god must be laughing at my innocence.

and so i tried to influence my friends about my research, its like 90% TRUE?!

the dicks will go, "ya lor ya lor ya lor. you really are!" LMAO

attributes: my opinion:

innovation / creativity i believe i am!

loyalty / friendship totally

emotional / caring yes&no

humanitarian yes&no

loyal in love doubt so, yes&no

Aquarian's secret desire: to be unique and original

damn it, that was very familiar to me. its a desire, unsaid to be honest. never like norm stuff, no wonder i feel bored doing the same shit or places we go during weekends. i used to hate walking around town, shop eat and tell myself "its Singapore, where else can you go?"

yes, we just have to think hard. there will always be new stuff i have yet to try, always.

they say we are such great lovers, but after being in r/s before, i doubt i am. one of them even said i actually suck at it. HOLY SHIT. creative dates? i love that, simple movies and dinner dont work with me now, not anymore man.

"Never expect monotony from Aquarius in love." damn, we are so flattered.

i cant say generally i am that, but in recent years i have developed one or if not some of the elements. i am very looking forward to socializing, ever since i went japan last season.

Well its just shocked me, a "see-and-go" kind of stuff.

if curiosity kill your pussycat, visit this website to find out.

i have no idea how i did it, but this will be the first time i see elis straight for 3days. like, WOW.

mahjong > cycling > supper

its amazing, with all my friends. cant believe the dicks actually approached her for the picnic, i was shocked.

SERIOUSLY, I CAMWHORED TOO MUCH. LOL

the whole process was totally hilarious, well its a self challenge somehow.

then i go on to spread the sudden urge outside cine with mk and boon. LMAO

LOTS OF NGs cause there were girls around us. like FF!

well we did it with Singapore's very own "xiaomeimei and chao ahlian" style in camwhoring.

Warning:

The following pictures might result in vomit/puke.

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I CANT BELIEVE IM BLOCKED.

Cuff me. Cuff me not #2 - continued

wait, DO YOU EVEN NEED TO ASK?

You're single, you have all the options man! in my context, you enjoy the privilege of having multiples of partners texting/nudging you, be it in msn or phone. one do not owe another party for explanations in whichever actions you do, yes you do not owe anyone a living. HAHAHA

this means that one do not have to report where they are, what the f are they doing, who are you with blablabla. no more interrogation, no more!

they enjoy a little bit of her, a little bit of another her, a little bit of everything.

you feel SPECIAL, and so will she/he feel SPECIAL too. amazing isn't it? :D

the feeling of dominating the world instead of being dominated, sweet o' child of mine baby. instead of being emotionally exhausted, you might be all hyped up! alright, i sounded so excited for no reason.

A surge of excitement, is always refreshing.

so alvin, whats next? i need some kind of conclusion/s or evaluation/s man!

Unfortunately, there are no answers to it.

No among of books can tell you which group you belonged to,

No human being can judge your classification.

They can only guide you through, which i found out.

this is so personal and, user preferences.

i always told those people who talked to me about such stuff.

If you want to be in one, you've got to be responsible enough and make sure you can make the party a happy woman, at least for most of the time you couples are together. theres no point getting in one and start grumbling about all the restrictions or what not.

Love plays the starting point, Responsibilities plays throughout.

dont get me wrong.

i have nothing against being attached, in fact i love being in a r/s. i bet there no words in the oxford dictionary to express how you feel about your partner for a start! its so, filled with mysteries, its unique man. its just that wonderful moments are short-lived if one party chose not to do his/her part.

im not done but i cant figure out what to write next, the inspirations weren't there anymore.

almost everyone i know ask me about my next or if a target even exist. tried twice, nearly work out but it just didn't feel right. its the connection/telepathy between you and her, somehow its just not strong enough for me to be in one. they are good girls but its all about my part, no point creating broken hearts when im not ready for it.

im not being picky about looks or what, its just that feelings play a huge part for me to be in one r/s. if its not there, im not forcing any shit out of anything.

When will i ever be ready, i wonder.

Mahjong at my place tomorrow, elis coming over!

boon told me, he can feel it in his spine that shes coming over when i asked him about it.

i hope we don't lose badly to her like what we did during the new year man!

Cuff me. Cuff me not.

been heading down to the pubs almost every week, pretty crazy i must say.

what to do when my friends love it there? LOL

i suddenly felt so sinful man, i have no idea why either. maybe of the INSANE alcohol and 2nd-hand smokes lurking around each hangout. i cant say its tiring since im usually still awake and in front of the bloody com at such wee hours!

played too much? i dont know.

this might be cliche but subconsciously i had a thought for it while, doing my hair yesterday afternoon.

Cuff me. Cuff me not.

i am officially, okay Unofficially revealing these mindsets of mine publicly.

(gotta make it look LOUD man!)

whats uncuffed? You are single, and you live to fight and honor your words for the term, Bachelor. does it sound weird? singlehood ought to be already freed right, soooo was there a need to fight for freedom? nvm, the cuffed ones should be easy. you're stuck with one particular girl, you're just cuffed in my mind.

shall start on something im fair pretty bad for.

The attached, aka the cuffed ones.

i have to make it look fair and square, though i have prepared a backdoor incase, who knows the next girl might unconsciously, subconsciously have this blog address! I might be dead.

Okay! its a 24/7 unconditional love by your partner.

A girl that will stay by your side no matter what happens or the first fella to contact you the moment you got up from bed and also the last person for the day. I know it sounds pretty vague, but hey, thats got to be the way if youre in a r/s man.

A feeling or feel that will unconsciously make you smile or brighten up your day for no reason the moment you see her (for the first few months, realistic man)

You can do whatever shit you want, be it romance or what not! theres always someone, close to your heart, accompanying you through your ups and downs. if you're a girl then your guy will send you to and fro, most of the time.

Your life will be sweetening, even saliva will taste like honey.

Right, THE singlehood.

put it this way.

since you are single, you ought to be open minded.

since you ought to be open minded then you got to be flirtatious somehow, anyhow.

its basic, its FUNDAMENTAL. HAHAHA (i got this line from a book ages back)

stuck.

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to be continued.

Will you marry me?

okay, since you don't have facebook i'll blog it out here

went bangkok, it was all about CHEAPPPPP yet awesome stuff/food.

since its about 1 month ago stuff, i have no idea what to write now.

just refer to the link

the chicks at route66

then earlier this month, my 2nd sis got married off man.

perhaps i just dont believe that someone close to me got married, i treat it as "no-way-out".

Marriage is a NO-NO for me although most of my close friends insist that ill be the first to get married. i mean its "Marriage" man, how can a guy be tied down by a piece of paper?! okay, i just need to evaluate my thinking.

HAHAHA im just TWENTY-ONE, shouldnt be thinking about that but last time when you're in a r/s, our girlfriends will somehow bring their fantasy into the conversation. Guys might tell revealed that we really hate that sort of fantasy to our close friends but, c'mon we still let it affect us some how . LOL

must be those taiwan shows im watching during the night, those guys/ladies talk.

still, I need to be optimistic about this issue.

"It might be a piece of marriage paper, but if makes your other partner feels happier/good, why not?"

OKAY BYE!

like, seriously!

the birthday cake at xavier's birthday was damn delicious, god damn it!

ji shiok yi sia wor. lmao!

okay i cant believe what i encountered, really. that son of a bitch really got the huge balls to play around.

his legendary name: gredorf

so i was at the smoking corner after losing trace of the group, then this guy beside me came talking with me. like the

"hey wanna go get girls together?"

i went "HUH?! what the f?"

"yeah i mean it"

"don't you have a girlfriend or something?"

"ya i do and shes in the club, but shes drinking at the moment."

"WOW! HAHAHA ARE YOU SURE?"

"c'mon lets just go alvin."

i was bewildered man but went ahead though. i must say this SMU fella sure got a way with strangers, so as we were chatting with a jap and korean girl, his gf messaged him with a break up note. immediately, we went out and her gf group came along. WOW MY GOD. supposingly playing along with the story line, i explained it to his gf bout all the shit.

she went, "oh really, guess what. We were at the table behind you guys when he was doing it."

like fcuk, his face went blank man and i gave the "jackpot" face.

so that anonymous fella asked me to leave them alone for awhile, and i went back to the girls.

i just cant believe he or someone just did that, despite knowing about the situation in hand.

kudos to him!

damn the lollipop, fcuking lollipop!

so beautiful man.

i wont call you unique, special would be right for you :D

k sleep.

"Don't turn around!"

some how i wish it was you,

a little resemblance here, a little there.

"turn your head around", as i was mumbling inside my head.

"oh shit oh shit oh shit, it has to be/got to be her."

"ahh i can't open my eyes!"

"phew, it wasnt."

"damn, how i wish i was right."

HAHAHAAH. yeah thats whats going on earlier on. damn it

i must say i really love the feeling.

thats part of life to me, i just hate those mundane crap.

after seeing my 2nd sis wedding, im wondering if my beliefs were wrong.

well, i couldnt be wrong.

HOW COULD I BE? (this is a joke, cmon)

its sweet, too sweet that i might just love it.

i hate chocolates, i really do.

that piece of shit is so mothafking sweet, why is every girl so obsessed with it?!

however, that night it was very nice. it was very sweet, but i can handle that. maybe the winds are changing here, people's taste do change after all.

2nd sis album link

gathering tomorrow at st james, that holy grail again.

KoA finally meeting up, and im finally turning up for it. HAHAHA

BRING IN THE SHOTS MAN!

for liberalization!

i have every reason to blog right now. im not trying to be vain, i am vain for sure. HAHAHA

i still considering whether to run down to peter's salon and have a hair cut, it just doesnt make me feel good after i postponed it yesterday. F!

I KNOW ITS INSANE BUT F, ITS ONCE A LIFETIME FOR MY SIS. RESPECT YOU KNOW?!

LOL! im just finding excuses for myself lah kanina man.

and tomorrow is the start of A levels, god bless elis.

shes smelling liberalization earlier on, LOL!

GREAT, then we gonna rumble for supper after her As man! fcuking fishball noodles!

then, im thinking about my poly life while typing this.

last straw, just aim for straight at least As man!!! FYP is not turning well for me but my group aint giving up, not just yet! HAHAHA

been fun for the 2 1/2 years with my classmates, im loving it but still insist that i am no programmer type.

oh well, im turning 22 next year.

i can't fcuking believe that man, its too fast. 1/4 of my life

xiao meimeis cant even turn me on now. LOL!

WTH ALVIN!

HAHAHAHAHA

fcuk, beautiful

to sum up today:

her smile is still as beautiful as ever.

damn, i couldn't find her number in my phone book. fcuk

gonna prepare for 2nd sis wedding on monday,

wedding bells are so near man.

mk told me im the brother of the bride, shouldnt be thinking of stealing the limelight.

HAHAHAHA

anyway, shes gonna punked, THEY ARE GONNA GET PUNKED TOMORROW!