god bless me, not mj

what a moment of folly, I just caused them to think the wrong way. SHIT!

keep the phone off my hands the next time I drink please! goddamnit. now I have lots of explaining to do man. earlier while explaining, I showed vicky my phone. she was laughing like a real bitch. HAHAHA, hey the genius need help; not your suan'ings! remember how I used to help you all?! LOL bu yao wang en fu yi. HAHAHAH

I love webcam.

we get real nasty and private over the cam, don't we?

not understanding , is being understanding.

I love the title of this post, if you think hard you will know what it means.

something is amiss.

I just couldnt figure out wth it was.

I needed the perfect song to know what I was doing or what I was gonna write, and I got it while the media player starts playing random songs. yeah, it "Makes Me Wonder".

as much as I want everything not to be within my expectations, I have everything within my grasp.

or did I not? for a fact, I didn't have it.

I shivered for a moment,

I questioned my ability.

thats right, smooth sailing doesnt appeal to me; it never did. I dont know, I just love life being this way. We shivered at times, and hopefully it ends with a smile.

you should have seen how i smirk while typing. HAHAHA!

anyway, time to mug on tuesday.

ps: I DIDNT MEAN NOT TO ATTEND THE ZOUK PARTY.

i had my reasons, my bad! ops

from what I am hearing, I REALLY MISSED ALOT OF FUN. F IT!

save some for me you mothaf'ers

irrelevant

good night bitch.

F, its 356am.

stop indulging me on the phone!

the 4:50 am bedtime story

Oh - thinkin' about all our younger years

There was only you and me

We were young and wild and free

Now nothin' can take you away from me

We bin down that road before

But that's over now

You keep me comin' back for more

Oh - once in your life you find someone

Who will turn your world around

Bring you up when you're feelin' down

Ya - nothin' could change what you mean to me

Oh there's lots that I could say

But just hold me now

Cause our love will light the way

this is such great voice for me to fall asleep.

feels so serene.

never ever

I will start revamping this blog, yes I said I was gonna do it since last year. This few weeks of chit chatting sessions set me on the thinking again. Yes they know who they are and I am thankful for their lines of encouragement and advices. For someone who thinks that he know everything and whatever trouble that comes along, he will always find the solution by himself. Took me 21 years to finally sit down and listen to your words. I must say I am easily affected recently, even this paragraph. Can't I settle down on one thing for once?

okay, individuality. everything feels so cramped up, i need to clear things. i mean my room, not emotions man. i must be in a foul mood today to be thinking that everything in my room is hindering the clear air. after im done here, just a while longer.

did i wrote before "Life is full of surprises?" indeed they are.

Stereotype i am.

i got to say in additional to that, "NEVER SAY NEVER."

never say you will never fall for that kind of girls, cause the next moment you are so totally into them. following the next moment, i begin laughing hysterically at myself. off the "ironic" mode for my life can!

pt out of nowhere inform me that ruth is getting married! god damn it 21?! shes the first in GM, as far as i know to have kicked the wedding bells. okay i used to read her blog, cause shes a good writer and last time i wanted to brush up my language. HAHAHA. after my nonsensical chat with pt, i told him i am proud to be friends with her unconsciously at CHEERS.

her online shop: Lyla Rose

(im not posting it because shes cute, the clothes are nice for girls in my opinion)

i wonder, how would i look at LOVE at the era of 20s?

im looking forward to it.

god bless your soul.

the best thing of

i missed that.

I WILL, BE BACK.