i'm killed

evidence:

a picture says a thousand words.

im the run away love,

sorry.

have you, did i

ah-yis.

sometimes its good experience love and parting moments, or even having them before.

the kind of "i will do anything to love you", 

or "i have no idea what im doing" are just gonna bring smile to my face. 

do we go to a particular place or restaurant by ourselves to reminisce the loving encounters?

god, thats pleasant to even think bout it.

just smile :)

faith

i will not give it up just because of one single setback.

그녀석의 여자

i want nobody nobody but "jiu"

ohmy, we're like having CNY every weekends. always go clint place for mahjong then "bun luck", till morning sia. winners are not allowed to run, F. 

nonetheless, im still looking for the mahjong sessions.

ZHONG,

ZHONG,

ZHONG!

man tai zhi muo. HAHAHA!

im gonna restrict them for playing too big! 

after all, its for the sake of having fun, 

not winning friend's money man! 

ever since minghuei showed me the wonder girls vid, OH MY GOD! 

I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY YOU. CLAP CLAP* 

i got hooked to their chorus. shuang! 

groovy man.

(click here if you are interested!)

Officially quit drinking man, its sucking my cash. 

once a while, but will never be every week once. 

CANNOT LIAO, i still want my visvim next month!

im really disfigured by a scar on my left cheeks, F U C K. why the finger nails so LONG?! shit, im thinking too much into it. SAVE MY LEFT CHEEKS PLS, NB. 

yes, im so bloody sure. 

im looking at you jessica.

(they say confessions ought to be clear)

super power high

ohmyGOD, i cant believe im that high at this time! 

DAMN BLISSFUL

UH HUH :D

yeah, im so gonna smile till i fall asleep.

heng

oh my, what a load off man!

i passed my bloody maths! damn shiok but the gpa is not worth mentioning. phew, nearly screamed my ass off in the office. 

alright, im kinda addicted to casual mahjong'ing. all thanks to clinton man. so tempted to achieve "MAN TAI!" HAHAHA. yeah, i am that bhb to admit im damn good at it. LOL

okay thats the #1 shocking reason, the #2?

my sister is getting MARRIED this year! OH NO, this november shes gone man. and i am the mothaF'ing Maid of Honor!? HAHAHA, im so gonna watch the "wedding crasher" for ideas. yeah, times like these you gonna admit that time do really fly that fast. 

and she hopes that i appear with a girl friend. oh FFF. 

gosh, ignorance is gold.

now yongjie is with me on SNSD man!

1st row seat is for us.

what the hell baby

eh. first of all, WHAT THE FUCK?

i think i am drunk isit. WTH?!?!?!

THE BELOW POST, I DONT REMEMBER WRITING THEM. 

WTH WTH WTH WTH!

hahaha, thats hilarious. 

sob my ass man!

h i i g h

wth, i actually failed?! F, that was my very first time man. ohmygod! 

i thought it was gonna be awesome, F!  im so gonna whine later after work.

sob sob. 

HAHAHA! :D 

oh yeah yeah yeah

the truth behind that outburst was that i dont see a need to bring out the past with such details right? 

perhaps due to the fact that im the type of fella that hardly question you bout whoever your ex is. theres just no need, everyone got their fair share so why bother doing the redundant?

maybe you know what the F im talking about, then perhaps you should just read and keep quiet for just this one post. 

anyway talking bout ex girlfriends, i should just bring out this topic my colleagues and i talked bout few days back. okay, i gonna admit somehow you just hardly see me writing bout previous girlfriends. maybe i do, just vaguely; too vague i must say. if "somehow" i do major in writing bout love crap or at least believe that i know a handful, i ought to be writing bout EX few years back! 

alright, room television just kicked the bucket with lots of smoke thats why im writing such long shit. pardon me.

lets put it this way, simply.

"you were with your usual group of friends on the dance floor, somehow while looking at chicks opposite (cmon guys love this), your 3rd eye just somehow target lock on the girl sitting alone by the bar. and oh shit, your mind immediately went :"FUCK, ITS HER!@#@!#$#!" F, all the mood gone!" hahaha, f im bringing my own story in. HAHAHA

so its something like the above, just that you gonna bump into him/her sooner or later. no wait, must i add his/her current partner to make it more exciting? that sucks. 

personally, i think as gentlemen, we should just smile and replied with a "hi, its been a long while."

WHY DONT YOU GO HONG KAN RIGHT NOW ALVIN?

THATS ABSOLUTELY RETARDED. HAHAHA

cmon you know my answers dont you? 

well, heres the IDEAL logic. No matter what you want or try your god-damn-ass stunts, the moment you are the one w/o a partner beside you. YOU, yes you are deemed as a loser at that particular moment. FACE IT, thats reality no matter how you try not to think in a childish way.

anyway!

i got no more mood to continue writing, im back to SNSD. weekeat just nudged me and hes in Beijing for attachment. he told me bo pretty girls. ops, HAHAHA! omg yoonA is too amazingggg. looking forward to that pyjamas party!

something random to sign off with,

i won elis on solitaire this evening! 

:D

i will quit drinking soon

right now i think thats my happy pill.

HAHAHA NO NO NO NO...

so we went amber21 to chill out, since yj used it as an excuse for max departure to india. jason is so dumb not to catch it. we took a cab down as usual, thats where the fun begin.

somehow we touched on the topic of girls, next to finding whores. we are all laughing in the cab. LOL. he actually told us hes a virgin at his age. what the f, HAHAHA! like 50 year old virgin?! then he told us thai whores are the best, i went "HOW MUCH is the most expensive you pay for?" 

80bucks man, he insist that they have good "service" 

so i continued with the explicit topics, i wont deny it! LOL think only me and yj were questioning with the uncle, jason was acting innocent beside me. HAHAHA. that uncle must be damn experienced man, know the rates and what not. so we just kept laughing!

NB WE ARE INNOCENT LAH. 

such ride really fun man, 

rather than quiet ones. 

moving to the drinking part, max finally dropped dead after drinking with him for so long. jason still standing strong man, didnt vomit. LOL

this year might be traveling to neighborhood countries with homies, look forward to it!

this is HIGH.

guys will love this shit, definitely.

"my first love story."

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(youtube got the high definition version, really solid till the end!)

theres no 10/10 girls out there,

its their expressions that made them perfect :D

GEE 

GEE 

GEE 

GEE - BYE.

definitely lighten ones mood. 

"sa-rang-he-yo" 

5th

Maintenance,

till further notice. 

im so freaking happy and if all goes well with my planning,

next month i might just bomb the whole shit out of visvim.

if not, ill just suck thumb.

how has she been?

F, too busy to even find time to meet. SHIT

good night folks !

the few seconds when our eyes meet,

with no words spoken,

just for that moment,

its really the best infatuation.

then the next time if we ever meet again,

i will fall for you.

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i just love this.