I SWEAR ILL RENOVATE THIS PLACE.

this or that, or that?!

i really ran out of idea for tomorrow.

tremendous stress these few days and i dont even have time to think bout' that. tomorrow's exam is definitely a goner man, perhaps ill think bout it while doing the papers.

anyway ill renovate this place, by this week!

slavery

my bloody attachment is at cross street?!

chinatown?!

830am?! 

travel agency?!

what the F.

coffee boy?! SHIT, their websites are in a mess man. 

this is the new lover

Visvim x Colette

ohmy, how the hell did i missed this angel?! 

800bucks and its F'ing mine!

way to go man, save alvin save. 

just one Visvim and im ready to move on. HAHAHA

xp's party

  

wasabi is F up. motha'fer finally lost the last round after i ate twice. knn! look at that pile of SHIT above the sushi. 

anybody wants to try tequila shot den wasabi instead of lemon slices? YUMMY

 

next stop, xp party. so i was running to and fro from two pubs, i can sense my tempo went faster as i was feeling the "kick". HAHAHA

this is reality, special event will at least open up to 6 martells! F

1 clique vomit, 1 didnt. no wonder i ps em!

 HAHAHA WTH ASK EM TO GO VERSUS THE BARTENDERS. 

of all the crazy shit going on, i think my two modules really cannot make it already. holy upset'ing. 

NO SHIT.

visvim x colette is soooo dope!

hi, #FLOVE

lalala

"hur?"

"CHEESE!"

:D FLOVE

snsd

now i really love the name, Tiffany.

F chio.

tiffany ju wa, 

bobo jyuk! 

no bu ju wa! no bu ju wa!

life

this life should be exciting,

whats with all the worries?

we should go somewhere else to shout it out and video it down,

yes we will!

i will make it full of memories.

this is all i can to say to her man:

你快乐所以我快乐

virgin day vs valentines day #14

okay, everyone's writing their Valentine's Day entry at the moment or if not soon. 

how redundant can i be with that statement? F.

Of course, Vday suppose to make everything sweeter even when youre waiting. some expect a lot during this day, i mean why so man? well if your chick is one materialistic one, then good luck! alright after 7 to 9 years of going through vday, 

i think its a day for couples to laugh at those single ones w/o partners and urging em to get one asap. 

on the other hand,

its for the single ones to console themselves by celebrating with their friends and deemed it as friendship day in their own world. cmon face it, its VALENTINES DAY. its for couples and if youre not, just suck thumb and be a loser on the 14th. HAHAHA

of course there are exceptionals, some really went to get themselves attached as Vday is nearing. for the fear of being laughed at or for pride, i have no idea on that. i mean whats the rush? I sounded so crazily insane here, okay peace. im one of the suck thumb category.

alright alright, im not here to demoralize. personally, i think Vday is the best day to propose or fire your missiles to a particular girl. i mean, they will be prepared right? and if you think that roses doesnt work, you might be so damn wrong. even though some might be fussy bout it, but for a girl to get roses on this day, even walking on orchard also have "air" man!

no?

shit im wrong. NVM(roses works, even though i never tried it but deep down i know it works!)

recommended song: link

i actually shared that with one of my friend since he ran out of idea. i think its really sweet and ohmyf'ing undefeated! good luck pal! i lied to you that shes average but i think shes, you should know! best song to sing baby. LOL

if you think youre in the sucking thumb category,

come double O' chill out tomorrow!

till den Happy Valentine's Day to couples, solely.

ph is flying off tomorrow, i wanted to spam her inbox today but 

i forgot her number cause she wanted to cut contacts with her friends. HAHAHA. 

Bon Voyage if youre seeing this, and of course 

being so nice i would seek something in return; KNOW MORE AUSSY CHICKS.

The 21st speech (addons)

Part I:

im that serious bout' doing it for a year, i thought that would be the best ever.

i should say we're being realistic bout' the near future.

valentines gonna be a good start man! HAHAHA

so much for being low profile, so we're being neutral; everything's a secret until we're caught. cant imagine we actually came up with this.

she dont even know bout' my blog man, she doesnt want to know, yet. however im not gonna restrict myself, lets do it my way.

this is my type of Life,

i want it to be different;

absolutely different.

who wants theirs to be the usual crap that everyones doing?

oh F, this is exciting!

cant believe shes got that long hair, OMG! HAHAHA F LUST.

one thing i had learned,

we dont need to be oh-so-serious bout' love,

its suppose to be fun and filled with laughters :D

most of all, truthful.

after wl asked me to have a look at marcs blog,

all i can say is,

"lets hope you can get over it soon. we're all too young."

Part II:

"Love."

whats your definition of that?

how do you handle that shit?

F. am i digging out some elementary topic out for discussion?! 

alright everyone have their own beliefs, own set of "rules".

i call it, "individuality style" 

HAHAHA what bullshit is that?!

laugh lj.

im just gonna write anything that comes through my mind now. some might be wrong but im just following the flow of my mind.

alright i can see some flashbacks. F

1. its suppose to be fun and exciting, this is really important. really.
   
2. somehow, im just gonna make her laugh. smiles really lighten ones mood. 
   
3. hanging out and knowing each other's friends, like well enough.
   
4. i really dont believe in this crap "worlds apart."
   
5. my favorite, "if you dont try, you will never know whats the result."
   
6. love is not bout' checking each others phone. HAHAHA, did i hit the gspot?
   
7. the past is the past, people do change. im not sure how much i changed though
   
8. love is bout' calling each other at wee hours.
   
9. sacrificing some of my dota games. LOL i actually wrote that (im not hardcore gamer)
   
10. i really love the voice when theyre sleepy, like the angels. horny angels i meant
    
11. told you this is no holds barred already right! HAHAHA
    
12. i can give you white lies, but you cant.
    
13. kissing is the best action word ever.
    
14. still dont believe that patching works.
    
15. love is when im smiling even without realizing it.
    
16. alright, IM THE TYPE THAT LOVE TO BE CONTROLLED. nb
    
17. always thought that sleeping together in a tent under the stars would be lovely.
    
18. bout "sa jiao'ing".
    
19. love is not bout seeing/hearing you cry; definitely not.
    
20. still indecisive bout the parents part
    
21. rather than being called "submissive", i would referred it as being respectful to one another.
    
22. they seriously think we can read their mind? how the hell do we know what theyre thinking? some of em we could, but not all of em!
    
23. theres really no such thing called, "FOREVER LOVE". IM SORRY. HAHAHA
    
24. we're saying the things to satisfy your desire for that particular moment, vice versa.
25. i take back no.24.
26. we should never ask bout each others' EX, because somehow it affects us even though we never will admit it in front of em.
27. love is looking at her when shes asleep, the way she turns or hug the pillow.
28. i have the tendency to get em piss'd off, for no good reason.
29. alright alright, i regretted on cutting contacts with most of them lahh; HAPPY? so i shall not do that ever, ever again.
30. thinks that bracelets are the best gift ever for them, cause you will never go wrong. 
31. there should never be a word in the dictionary to describe Love, but rather facial expressions :D
32. im gonna do what the show "witch yoo-hee" lead character did, i think its the best show ever.
33. i think im kinda off topic in some of the examples but nevermind.
34. as always, Love is when im breaking some of the above for that particular person.
35. 
    
36. might be the opposite of everything i wrote.

believe it or not :D

the 21st century for the age 21

okay a fast one before im out to meet destiny. HAHAHA

seems like going out for the 1st time, what the F.

bloggers are actually pathetic fellas, we have to wish ourselves happy birthday in our blog for no good reasons. or maybe we just cant resist writing it down 

(i actually meant myself. yes i cant. HAHAHA)

anyway i tried to get the bitches for the party this sat, which unfortunately is Valentine's day. seems like im gonna postpone it to the following week, the 21th. okay, after writing i think it might be great. 

21st for the 21th.

venue: Double O'

so if youre interested to see how i screw myself up with liquors, come and get me there man! HAHAHA. 

right, ill take this opportunity to invite anyone who sees this to come along provided we're friends lah. dont say i never invite!

shit, i nearly forgot bout this part.

Happy 21st Birthday to Alvin!  

unexpected

to be able go out with her tomorrow, 

would be the most ideal birthday!

YES

a song by Secondhand grenade

the best thing bout' tonight is that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before?

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

i really love the starting tone,

straight from the heart man. 

this best explain the state of my mind, F

oh wait, mr yongjie just broke his "clubbing" virginity to double O' last night.

he was soooo high man. HAHAHA

guess we're heading there again next saturday since everyone's back!

JI HIGH YI SIA WOR. HAHAHA

lets hope hes not addicted.

alright, now how do i explain to you?

how i wish convincing you was an easy task.

COULD IT BE THAT WE HAVE BEEN THIS WAY BEFORE?

right alvin.

no title

thinking bout it.

mis

t

so much to write#2

oh F.

Exams, now im gonna dread you but next time i will miss you.

and theres a hell lots of movie to watch, F again.

benjamin button, lycans or maybe hes just not into you?

after supper? 

boat quay for a stroll?

not bad man. theo thought that its better than zouk there.

THE WHOLE WHITE shit is really, my type of girl :D

F! im suppose to continue bout why guys love japanese girls!

just look at the part on NONO and the lead actress 田中千慧, 

so damn hilarious :D

dont anyone just wish that life sometimes is that cute? HAHAHA

her eyes are attractive man, 

okay actually her hairstyle i just love it.

man just love japanese girls[link]

so much to write#1

really man, someone just asked if i got the balls to write 

"If you were given only 10 pieces of memory to remember your life by, what would they be?"

HAHAHA YOU F'ING THINK I DIDNT READ JAMIE YEO'S ENTRY ON THAT?

I WILL F'ING WRITE ALL THE INTIMACY STUFF MAN! 

NOTHING TO HIDE BOUT MY TRUE FEELINGS.

IF ANYONE DARE TO WRITE BOUT THAT, LIKE FOR REAL BUT NOT THOSE CLICHE STUFF "FAMILY, FRIENDS, RELIGIOUS". cmon, we all know that. 

I WILL ADVERTISE YOU FOR FREE.

wow, i sound like this place is one huge shit man. HAHAHA

okay must maintain gentleman. 

perhaps ill write it after my 21st birthday,

actually its tempting to burst out all the juicy stuff. but the thought of implicating those relevant might result in severe casualties. LOL, do i sound like im making excuses?

you see, all my childhood life. my cliques are really that motha'fing open-minded, i swear. the extent we go, is just unbelievable. HAHAHA. 

wl just told me something like being single is good and i replied,

"are you saying that just to make yourself feel better?" 

HAHAHA, sure do! how can any motha'fers want to be single. 

so i replied again,

"i would rather received calls at wee hours rather than facing the com."

OF COURSE MAN.

like, some of the blogs i read are all looking for love man. 

im not pinpointing, and its not like im pointing at you. 

YES YOU, DONT THINK.

so what do you think?

Single or Chat with me at wee hours?

HAHAHA

IKEA IS HEAVEN

i think im gonna retake the java for one more sem, ohmygod. 

please let me see HOPE.

im screwed, like seriously.

god bless me on it, thanks!

SONG MAN! 

other than clothings above 100bucks, this is one thing i won't feel that my allowance went down the drain. choose the super comfy among all, the price made me hesitate for a moment man! im really fed up with the previous chair i had, really FED UP. IKEA really gave me the "newly weds" excitement, see couples giggles over this and that.

 Blissful man. 

i meant myself though,

cause i was made a translator for two hot japanese ladies. HAHAHA! my 30mins shopping just got extended to 2hrs.  japanese language itself is already F up, whats more when girls are speaking em?!

conclusion, title. 

why not the lower version?

purpose: go figure out yourself.

suddenly i have so much to say,

so much to write.

then i realized that this is a really a blog, not the previous ones i had. 

this is NO HOLDS BARRED.

THIS IS SPARTAN! 

why did she choose excitement over romance?!

i thought bout this in the cab,

"life is like travelling in the highway,

after every tunnels comes the light.

some times its fast pace,

some times its a long process."

then i dunno how to continue, maybe ill do it next time.

perhaps i wont.

after all, certain parts of our life should have some question marks right?

damn, princess hours again. LU IS F'ing shuai man!

love + respect

alright its Valentine's day in 10 days soon, feels like celebrating it for the 1st time. 

HAHAHA, VIRGIN SIA! LOL

okay pretty high bout it but i wont think much bout it, let nature take its course! shuang. the previous entry's just some random emotional inspirations, nothing sort of sleeping around like some of you who asked. 

while i still have some pennies left, i might throw it for the cushion! been eyeing it for a long long motha'f time.

those days

think you really got me in that one. 

you had me facing the windows for hours, listening to your thoughts.

things just got more exciting and lovely.

why are you so jealous,

its not like i'm sleeping with the girls.

if i were a girl,

i would turn off my phone,

i wouldn't play games.

hail 262k color!

黑角 won man!

stayed up all night to watch it, f'ing impact.

goodnight.

LG x Prata really is the hype shit! and iphone is really too common although function wise, its definitely the best touch screen phone in the market as of now man. too bad samsung omni is in 65k color, F.

settled with f480, done with 1st feb.

next on the list, originalfake cushion!

thanks to those who contribute your hot pics, if not ill just snatch it from facebook. HAHAHA

okay, connie is the one. 

YOU SAW THIS?

i hope so man! 

:D

TRAUMATIZED!

half a cup of graveyard,

10++ tequila shots 

equals

GOOD GAME ALVIN.

got a good lecture from my parents, jesus christ!

anyway, just got back after meeting boon's cousins, ashley and lily. also another 1 year meet 1 time event and bride wars pretty much makes one excited bout' getting married man. 

BUN BUN 3 times man! yj and me big winner, resulting in supper treats!

formidable. HAHAHA

FANN WONG IM COMING FOR YOU THIS FRIDAY!

"ji high yi sia wor~"

shiok, im finally changing my phone after using it for 2 to 3years! 

nothing fanciful, nothing overprice.

plus should i change number? sounds real tempting.